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So here I am... writing again. Except I guess I'm not really sure what I should be saying. Life is... well life is life. I plan on finishing my finals next week and leaving for home on Thursday. My break will consist of a week in SA town (where I'll spend just about every waking moment with my love, Alex :) ), followed by two weeks spent in California (a week with the whole fam and then a week with my dad... that should be quite fun... just the guys for a whole week. And hopefully, I pray I get to spend some time with Abby... that would be great), and finally, I plan on spending my final week back in good ole' San Antonio.
Besides all of that, I think I have begun to realize a lot of things in my life. I'm really starting to view the world and life as we know it in a whole new light. A light that dares me to try something new... live a different way. It's actually all quite interesting. So we'll see where that leads to. I think it's safe to say that I've reached a new point in my life; a point the for the time being I'm more thatn content with. I'm not sure where it's going to lead... and to be completely honest, I just don't care...
I think I've put this song up before, but hell... I'm going to put it up again. I think it should be my new theme song.
It's For The Best - Straylight Run
And it takes more time than I've ever had
Drains the life from me, makes me want to forget
As young as I was, I felt older back then
More disciplined, stronger and certain
But I was scared to death of eternity
I was saved by grace, but destroyed by naivety
And I lied to myself
And said it was for the best
And now faith is replaced with a logic so cold
I've disregarded what I was now that I'm older
And I know much more than I did back then
But the more I learn, the more I can't understand
And I've become content with this life that I lead
Where I drink too much and don't believe in much of anything
And I lie to myself
And say, "It's for the best."
We're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
And we're waiting on something that will never come
We're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
And we're waiting on something that will never come
(We're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
And we're waiting on something that will never come)
And I lie to myself
And say, "It's for the best."
(We're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
And we're waiting on something that will never come)
And I lie to myself
And say, "It's for the best."
(We're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
And we're waiting on something that will never come)
And I lie to myself
And say, "It's for the best."
(We're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
And we're waiting on something that will never come)
And I lie to myself
And say, "It's for the best."
(We're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
And we're waiting on something that will never come)
And I lie to myself
And say, "It's for the best."
(We're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
And we're waiting on something that will never come)
And I lie to myself
And say, "It's for the best."
Besides all of that, I think I have begun to realize a lot of things in my life. I'm really starting to view the world and life as we know it in a whole new light. A light that dares me to try something new... live a different way. It's actually all quite interesting. So we'll see where that leads to. I think it's safe to say that I've reached a new point in my life; a point the for the time being I'm more thatn content with. I'm not sure where it's going to lead... and to be completely honest, I just don't care...
I think I've put this song up before, but hell... I'm going to put it up again. I think it should be my new theme song.
It's For The Best - Straylight Run
And it takes more time than I've ever had
Drains the life from me, makes me want to forget
As young as I was, I felt older back then
More disciplined, stronger and certain
But I was scared to death of eternity
I was saved by grace, but destroyed by naivety
And I lied to myself
And said it was for the best
And now faith is replaced with a logic so cold
I've disregarded what I was now that I'm older
And I know much more than I did back then
But the more I learn, the more I can't understand
And I've become content with this life that I lead
Where I drink too much and don't believe in much of anything
And I lie to myself
And say, "It's for the best."
We're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
And we're waiting on something that will never come
We're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
And we're waiting on something that will never come
(We're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
And we're waiting on something that will never come)
And I lie to myself
And say, "It's for the best."
(We're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
And we're waiting on something that will never come)
And I lie to myself
And say, "It's for the best."
(We're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
And we're waiting on something that will never come)
And I lie to myself
And say, "It's for the best."
(We're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
And we're waiting on something that will never come)
And I lie to myself
And say, "It's for the best."
(We're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
And we're waiting on something that will never come)
And I lie to myself
And say, "It's for the best."
(We're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
And we're waiting on something that will never come)
And I lie to myself
And say, "It's for the best."