Mush For Brains...
At this current moment in time, I feel as if someone has slipped me an insane amount of opium. OK not really... I just thought that sounded kind of cool. But on a more serious note, my brain is officially fried. I just got done taking THE hardest test of my schooling career. It was so hard that my brain actually hurts. It's a good thing that I studied... otherwise I would have been up the creek without a paddle. My heart goes out to all those who did not study for Professor Carney's History 105 test... if I owned a violin, I would play a sad song for you...
As for life, things are really quite amazing, not to mention running smoothly (which is quite a change from the norm). Finally, after forever and day, one of my best friends and I started talking again. She was one of those people that perfectly exemplified the old saying, "You dont know what you have until it's gone." After almost 5 years... Damn that's a long time... but well worth the wait. But this time around Abby, I'm not letting you go...
Awww, and I have to tell this little story. Well it's not really a story per-say, but it puts the biggest smile on my face. This happened a while ago, but I haven't updated in a while, so I'm going to go ahead and share. I was out with a couple of old high school friends and my suite mate a couple of weekends ago. We were out just doing really random, weird, and crazy things. We even went to Walmart at 2:00 in the morning. If that's not random, I dont know what is... anywho, you get the picture. But thats not the part that puts the smile on my face (granted it was a lot of fun... even though I was in an exhausted daze... God bless the kids that go to bed at 9:00 every night [ok wait...need to clarify, I don't really go to bed at 9:00... its more like 10-10:30... I've got to have my beauty sleep]). That part that puts the smile on my face is that Alex stayed up till 3:00 in the morning waiting for my call because she couldn't sleep due to the fact that she was worried about me. If I was a girl, I think my reaction would be, "Oh my gosh, that's so sweet...!" But since I'm a guy, well, I'm just not going to say that (I have to protect my manly man image... haha... that couldn't be farther from the truth... the manly man facade and Jason don't mix... I thinks it's the whole soft heart thing). Bottom line, I love her. I love her more than she or any other person could possibly fathom. And the greatest part of all that is... she loves me back.
So for all of you that understand the inside joke behind this, here it is... "This is the goooooood, goooooood life..."
And for your viewing pleasure, here is Jason's Song of the Week. For all you emo kids out there, this is a great band to add to your collection.
It's For The Best - Straylight Run
And it takes more time than I've ever had
Drains the life from me, makes me want to forget
As young as I was, I felt older back then
More disciplined, stronger and certain
But I was scared to death of eternity
I was saved by grace, but destroyed by naivety
And I lied to myself
And said it was for the best
And now faith is replaced with a logic so cold
I've disregarded what I was now that I'm older
And I know much more than I did back then
But the more I learn, the more I can't understand
And I've become content with this life that I lead
Where I drink too much and don't believe in much of anything
And I lie to myself
And say, "It's for the best."
We're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
And we're waiting on something that will never come
We're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
And we're waiting on something that will never come
(We're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
And we're waiting on something that will never come)
And I lie to myself
And say, "It's for the best."
(We're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
And we're waiting on something that will never come)
And I lie to myself
And say, "It's for the best."
(We're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
And we're waiting on something that will never come)
And I lie to myself
And say, "It's for the best."
(We're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
And we're waiting on something that will never come)
And I lie to myself
And say, "It's for the best."
(We're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
And we're waiting on something that will never come)
And I lie to myself
And say, "It's for the best."
(We're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
And we're waiting on something that will never come)
And I lie to myself
And say, "It's for the best."