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i am sooo confused!! i am torn by two people i like. i mean i really like my boyfriend but we dont even talk about things.he dosnt even know my number.i wounder if its the age diffence cause hes 18 and im 15 or am i just another one of his "girl-toy".i want that kind of relationship where the two of us can communicate and just talk bout anything and everything and we dont have that.i dont know. then there is this other guy who i have just been playing around with and not in that way a playful kind, like kids do.and today i took his binder and ran and he chasedd me and he pulled my arms back and that cought me off guard so i fell and he fell too. he just fell on his ass and my head landed on his lap, but we didnt move we just stayed there and thenwe started talking untill my friend came and got me.and when we were just on the ground i feelt secure and i liked that feeling i got from him i felt comfortable. i think he is the kind of guy who is just a hopeless romantic and can fill my needs. then again theres that age thing again hes 18 and about to turn 19. and hes also my ops in rotc and and that woud be a no-no if we did start going out, but i like him and rico. i dont know what to do. i am soooo confused.