To conference...or not
I have my abstract ready to be sent out at a moment's notice.
All that's left is my final decision. To conference or not to conference, that is the question...
I don't know...why is this so hard to figure out, argh. I mean, there's the whole, spend $1500 to boost my ego and show off to everyone the fact that I'm done...or I can bow down in disappointment and NOT go...
Like, I'm starting to wonder if it's really worth spending $1500 to go to some deserted hick town for an ego boost. If I decide on going, it sure as hell won't be because of Rhode Island. I'm never going to be interested in visiting that place. If I do decide on NOT going, it sure as hell won't be because of my parent's objections. It'll be for different reasons. I'm leaning towards financial burdens for not going. But god, I want to meet new people, experience new things and most of all, travel to a foreign place! Sigh...what to do! I mean, I highly doubt I'll ever go to an IAFP conference ever again...unless it's held in Canada, then *maybe*...
This is like a first world problem. It's not even funny anymore.
Hmm...yeah. Okay. I think I have come to a final decision. I'm not going to go...well, unless I change my mind in the next 12 hours! Ha...sigh.
Life is full of regret but I've already been to 2 big conferences and 1 local one so I guess 3 is not a bad way to finish off my program, right? At least I went to some...although I always dreamed of leaving the province to go to an actual BIG international conference. Sigh...
All that's left is my final decision. To conference or not to conference, that is the question...
I don't know...why is this so hard to figure out, argh. I mean, there's the whole, spend $1500 to boost my ego and show off to everyone the fact that I'm done...or I can bow down in disappointment and NOT go...
Like, I'm starting to wonder if it's really worth spending $1500 to go to some deserted hick town for an ego boost. If I decide on going, it sure as hell won't be because of Rhode Island. I'm never going to be interested in visiting that place. If I do decide on NOT going, it sure as hell won't be because of my parent's objections. It'll be for different reasons. I'm leaning towards financial burdens for not going. But god, I want to meet new people, experience new things and most of all, travel to a foreign place! Sigh...what to do! I mean, I highly doubt I'll ever go to an IAFP conference ever again...unless it's held in Canada, then *maybe*...
This is like a first world problem. It's not even funny anymore.
Hmm...yeah. Okay. I think I have come to a final decision. I'm not going to go...well, unless I change my mind in the next 12 hours! Ha...sigh.
Life is full of regret but I've already been to 2 big conferences and 1 local one so I guess 3 is not a bad way to finish off my program, right? At least I went to some...although I always dreamed of leaving the province to go to an actual BIG international conference. Sigh...