DJ: Time for couples only. Me: Time for another drink....
So this weekend was pretty cool. Kayla and I drove to my home in South Jersey for a wedding. It was raining and I already hate driving and it was my first time driving home so it was a little scary...but I got through it. My friend Chrissy got married...our mother's are like best friends so we used to go on vacations together and annoy the hell out of our older brothers together. We would slip notes under her brother's door saying " I bet you losers can't beat us up"...then we would run away and they would catch us and beat us up. I miss that. Anyway she's grown up now and married...that's nuts! I wish her all the luck in the world. When she asked me to sing the wedding I was so excited. So my Auny Kathi(who is one of the best singers I know) and I sang our greatest wedding hits including "The Prayer", "One Hand, One Heart", "All I Ask of You", our newest addition "You Raise Me Up", as well as others. It basically turns into a mini concert whenever my Aunt and I get our hands on a wedding. I love singing with her, it's one of my favorite things to do. So then we went to the reception...I <3 open bar. I love my brother, he is truly one of my favorite people...basically because he thinks I'm hillarious. Anyway we were getting drunk...as was my mother, which is always hysterical. So we were having fun...you know quoting "Old School" ..."Frank's Dad is here, havn't seen him in like 8 years." "I Love You Dad!"...but I started getting moody drunk...too many happy couples...granted it was a wedding....but still lol. I just wanted to die a lil bit that's all. I hate this...I just wanna be happy for other people when I see them together...I don't like this being happy at first and then having pure envy set in. I just want to be happy. I mean I know I don't need a guy to make me happy, because I've never really had one stick around, but...I don't know...I wirte about this too much...I need a new theme song. Last night was cool...drank SoCo and smoked with with my friend, drummer, brother...E Dawg himself Elliot Jacobson..then headed downstairs to Behzad's where JACKIE was...I love her...she makes me very happy! We watched "Pieces"....funny movie. .....So since I'm not completley over someone ...it would be stupid to think that I could just randomly hook up with that person and still be ok right?...or...Maybe the hook up will be really bad, and it could just help me get over it faster. hmmmmm I know I'm stupid...but this idea doesn't really sound so awful...and cue the "dan, what the fuck are you thiking" comments...