" I thought he was a man, but he was just a little boy..."

[shadybojangles]

God Bless Fiona Apple. She has helped me through this time, as have all my friends: Thank you so much!!! Good God if I was straight....I have the best girlfriends anyone could ever ask for. And poor Trevor has heard me re-tell my sob story too many times....thank you roomie! But I am happy to report that we have pretty much moved on from my sad stage...still eating everything not nailed down...but I do that anyway. I am now in my angry stage...which just means listening to a lot of Avril, Alanis, Fiona....you know how it is. I wanna to see Kill Bill vol.2 tonight....seeing Uma Thurman knock off a few people would have been way therapeutic. Instead I came to Kayla's, ate her pizza, and am now using her computer to update my journal. I love it when Kayla rubs my shoulders...she's doing it now. So yeah...I'm a little confused...last night I hung out with the douche bag who is the basis of all my latest journal babble. I didn't stay long, but it was too long. He acted like absolutely nothing happened...but he did it in a douchey way. He called me asked me why I was sitting in my room crying....WHO DOES THAT!?!?!?! This lead me to the conclusion that I had a crush on a mentally disturbed individual with very limited social skills...I hope he finds what he needs...and I hope we can be friends someday. Now, everytime I see him I just wanna punch him in his dumb face. Maybe this fall break I can just chill and get back to me.
Today I went to Silver Lake with Monette and Tara. We walked around the park and fell asleep under a tree...it was awesome! Then I came back and went to Choir BOOOOOOOOOOOO! I can't wait to drop that shit! Ok, I'm gonna stop being anti-social and hang with my friends.