And You Coming Back To Me Is Against The Odds..And Thats Just What I Gotta Face

[shadybaby4life]

Ok Well today was interesting. changed things up a bit. i guess things arent gonna work out with me and eddie. really disapointing, but what can you do? i didnt do anything wrong but he seems to think i did, so its not like i can change that. i really dont want to give up, but hey. hes a senior anyways and he's gone in like 30 days and i guess i'll just be forgotten...just like Eddie Fernandez forgot about me, just like Eddie C. Forgot about me, just like Kevin forgot about me...and now him. its nothing new. but its something i need to deal with. so fine. i'm dealing with it. I made kelly and court cookies because kelly is heartbroken like me and i owe a lot to courtney. i believed they enjoyed them. lol and now for tomorrow i have to make some for Tess, Kelly, Steven and whoever else. lol. strange thing happened. i wrote a note about someone for the first time, and by accident they read it. weird. but i cant really say its bad. i dont care he knows. hes a cutie:-D lol danielle. i love you. we'll see how this all turns out tomorrow. and i guess i have some backup for that too...but like out of all the backup i have and all the other people i like, i still care so much about the otha one. and it hurts. but once again, i have to deal with it. me kel and court went to the baseball game and tess alexa and scott were there. it was fun. i cleaned my locker. WOOT! lol orrite well i guess its time to go to bed.

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Caroline