I'm thinkin of you...
"If it's wrong to love you, then my heart just won't let me be right...."
This weekened was one big build up to nothing...
I wait and wait for somethin to happen and half the time, it doesn't. I don't know why but it's weird...and when I am out I'm so paranoid about what's gonna happen I can't enjoy myself. Live in the moment...that's what I need to do...take more chances...cheesy enough? But think about it...it's fuckin true...
Yo...we're seinors...
We should be parting our fuckin asses off ...I don't think it hit me yet...I jus want this to be the best summer an hove someone there to be wit me through it.
I like Kevin alot...he called me las night and was all like"Yo i thought you woulda been down here and I really like you. You got the best personality and you look good as shit. You're a cool girl.. We still on for prom because I definately wanna go wit u." And I was so happy but he never calls...I jus want him to talk to me before I go to bed an shit. That's not selfish right? He was sayin all this stuff cause I haven't seen him in a week and he wants to chill but I invited him to my cousin's party today and he said he couldn't come down and he call me later...that was 3....it's 10....not good... I like him but if you don't make an attempt what can I do..I'm not gonna let him walk all over me like every other guy in my life...not this time...I don't give a fuck about prom....It's about respect. Word.
I hate how my sisters make me feel so fat...It was bad enough wit one but now both of them....can't stand it. Anyho...
I hope y'all had a good weekend...kinda short week this one right? yey terra nova... Aight done bitchin, love you guys...Out!!