Jun 27, 2007 01:57
Six Months Ago:
It was mean what i did, and inconsiderate. but i couldn't do anymore to fix it than i did. iam still sorry. anyways you comeing to the school that day was so brave, and... just plain good. theres some guy out there dreaming about you. you'll make someone very happy someday.
Forever,
Kirk
3 Days Ago:
Leanne! says:
sweet dreams:)
Stephen says:
i'll dream about you
It's funny how your past can shape your future.
Kirk was absolutely right...I found a great guy who really wants to be with me, and I don't question that.
However, I thought the same thing about dear 'ol Kirk himself, then one day...he was just...done. I didn't see it coming...but I really should have, it was obvious to nearly everyone...just not to me.
Stephen is an amazing person, and I have every intention of falling head over heels for him...eventually.
I like him a lot...but it isn't to the Kirk level yet.
This is something I don't understand at all. He is a million times better to me, and for me, than Kirk ever was...but I'm scared. I don't want to wake up one day, and have this all be over.
Like Sara said, I'm standing at the edge of the water, and I have no idea how deep it goes. The only way to find out is to dive right in.
I think I'm gonna dive.