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Well, it sounds like I missed some crazy-ass drama this weekend.
Lara,
I'm sorry JD and I didn't make it to your party...I hope you still had a wonderful night, and I would like to treat you to coffee sometime this week if you're free.
Sara,
I'm sorry I didn't make it to the girls night. I honestly thought it was on Friday, and I had been planning on going to the YAC all week. I would also like to take you out to coffee, because I love you.
Kendra,
I'm sorry about you and Zach. I know how you feel...it's amazing how attached you can get to someone in such a short amount of time, and how strange it feels when they're gone. I know we haven't talked much as of late, but I am here. Coffee? lol.
Reading about all this craziness made me realize that this is what a Theater Kid's life is...whether we like it or not. I wonder now, does every click deal with this, or are we special?
In Gold Voices the other day, when a few of us were piled in the storage room (or whatever it's for), Cassie leaned over to me and was like "I love how you all take care of each other". It's SO true, little bumps in the road tear us apart sometimes, but in the end, we love one another with such a passion that it ceases to matter.
My personal crisis is pretty much over. I feel like I must choose between Kyle and Alaina most of the time...but what happened with them is beyond my understanding, so I'll try to just trust their word. Strangly, when I talk to Kyle, all we do is reminisce about the good days. They were so short, but completelyamazing. I KNOW all six of us miss that happiness...but some things just aren't meant to be. I know I'll find that again, just in a very different package...
I miss Kirk like crazy ever day. Retarded, I know, but he's a great person...a great person who has done some REALLY stupid shit lately...
There are many people I want to reconnect with. That's my goal for this month, I think.
My heart goes out to all those in pain...I hope you can all deal with it ina healthy way.
Lara,
I'm sorry JD and I didn't make it to your party...I hope you still had a wonderful night, and I would like to treat you to coffee sometime this week if you're free.
Sara,
I'm sorry I didn't make it to the girls night. I honestly thought it was on Friday, and I had been planning on going to the YAC all week. I would also like to take you out to coffee, because I love you.
Kendra,
I'm sorry about you and Zach. I know how you feel...it's amazing how attached you can get to someone in such a short amount of time, and how strange it feels when they're gone. I know we haven't talked much as of late, but I am here. Coffee? lol.
Reading about all this craziness made me realize that this is what a Theater Kid's life is...whether we like it or not. I wonder now, does every click deal with this, or are we special?
In Gold Voices the other day, when a few of us were piled in the storage room (or whatever it's for), Cassie leaned over to me and was like "I love how you all take care of each other". It's SO true, little bumps in the road tear us apart sometimes, but in the end, we love one another with such a passion that it ceases to matter.
My personal crisis is pretty much over. I feel like I must choose between Kyle and Alaina most of the time...but what happened with them is beyond my understanding, so I'll try to just trust their word. Strangly, when I talk to Kyle, all we do is reminisce about the good days. They were so short, but completelyamazing. I KNOW all six of us miss that happiness...but some things just aren't meant to be. I know I'll find that again, just in a very different package...
I miss Kirk like crazy ever day. Retarded, I know, but he's a great person...a great person who has done some REALLY stupid shit lately...
There are many people I want to reconnect with. That's my goal for this month, I think.
My heart goes out to all those in pain...I hope you can all deal with it ina healthy way.