who am i going to lean on
I have fallen in&out of stages of extremely happiness or just completely let down a whole lot lately. But importantly, I have made up my mind about shitload of things in my life right now. I decided not to run for Vice-president of KeyClub next year, as much I love to be part of the officers, I realize I don't have a lot of qualifications for the job. Then, I had withdrawn myself compeletly out of the counseling program, it was a daring decision but I had to do it. I didn't like Ms.Bello much but it was a good feelin knowing that there's a stranger out there that cares how badly I screw up. Also, I re-consider gettin a new phone. Since I had lost my cell phone, I have been savin up money to replace it. I have a little over one hundred dollars so I'm halfway there. But now I realize that I no longer need a cell phone, school is out in 23 days then its summer where I'll be workin fulltime so I doubt I'll need it. The important people in my life will know how to find me, if not oh well.
Right now I really need to concentrate on schoolwork. It's so hard considerin that summer is just around the corner & my brain has already taken an early vacation this year. I have been slackin so damn much. I have two F's right now on my core subjects. That aint nothing to be proud of so I better get them grades up before I get some ass kickin'
I joined the GSA (Gay/Straight Alliance) at school. Despite alot of my friends are homophobic as fuck, I have no problem showin my support for the gay/lesbian kids at school. Shit I'm straight but not narrow minded. I enjoy meetin all these new friends & listen to what they have to say. I love the entire atmosphere of it all, so positive & as an added bonus they always have all kind of good food to serve us. I know my stomach aint complainin'
My friend Mike was arrested on Tuesday night & they took him to jail. He was caught with 2 ounces or kryp on him & I guess 52 bottles of beers was a dead give away that he was drinking & driving also. Times like these allow me to realize how pathetic he truly is. He thinks that "we should be livin it up since you only live once", fine with that except with his current lifestyle I doubt he'll be around for long.
R.I.P. Ronald Hellwig (aka Ronnie) who was shot twice in the face & 4 on his body last friday night. Please keep him in your prayers!