Here I am once again, I'm torn into p i e c e s.*

[shady_babi_098]

so it's Thursday and I'm staying home from school again, everyone's still at Mackinac. I got extremely burnt yesterday.. and I only laid out for like 2 and half hours or something. I was listening to my ultimately favorite CD... Motion City Soundtrack's new CD is absolutely UNREAL. and the new fall out boy CD is greatttt. and the new starting line CD is pretty good.. I've only listened to the first few songs.

tomorrow is Friday! :-)
Everyone comes back from mackinac late tonight... I hope they go to school. Apparently tomorrow's "8th grade skip day".. yeah right, that's never gonna happen. I'm kind of looking forward to going to school.

I'm leaving for my cottage Saturday morning and coming back Monday.

my parents leave Monday for somewhere.. they won't be home til Thursday so it'll be the 4 stencel kids home alone for 4 days.... oh mannnn. Can't wait to see how that goes.

--I'm starting to realize that the people who I thought were loyal, and my best friends aren't what I thought they were. I'm sick of not being invited anywhere and shit like that. I don't even want to be friends with them anymore but then again I want to be friends with them because I can't live without them and.. it's just totally messed up and idk what to do. I guess I just have to get used to being the >>>4th wheel.<<<<

<3333 we belong together**