a weeknd i will never forget

[shady9835]

the first kiss with my robby again was the best feeling i have ever had in a very long time. it felt like the first first kiss..ya know. the things we did i will never forget. theres some crazy bathroom experiences ;) and some crazy nites that will be in my dreams forever. being able to hold him in my arms for that first nite felt so good. i missed him alot. we went out to dinner a few nites and breakfest too. all the kids up in new hampshire are really cool. college is not like highschool at all. theres no bullshit. which is great. everyone there is really cool and i like them all alot. except that there all RED SOX FANS!!!! hahahah yankees all the way baby!! ne ways, i went to some classes with robby too. they werent bad. i actually had fun in some. i cant wait to get outta highschool. its such bullshit compared to college. i had such a great time with my boo. the parties were insane. but it wasnt even about the partying, a few of the nites me and robby jus got fucked up by ourselfs or watever and had a better nite then if we were to be with his cousin mike or his sister. the dorms suck. but you gotta get used to it. sleeping with my boo was the best part. i really love him alot =) i miss him already. we did so many things. i cant wait to see him again. i love him so much. we told a few people up there about our "engagement" and they all thought it was really cool and cute. im happy about that. but i didnt really want the whole world to know so for now im just gunna keep it at that. i miss my robby boy so much. the ride there wasnt that bad. i got lost on the way up there, but i wasnt like lost lost. i was really close to his college i just couldnt find it bc im dumb. leaving was a bitch. i just didnt wanna leave. it was really hard. i didnt like that feeling. but at least i know that if i really want to see my boyfriend that bad, i can and ill just take the drive there. it would definetly be worth it. i cant wait to go up there again. i think hes comin down either next weekend or 2 weeks. we'll see. but either way im seeing my boo in 2 weeks which is good bc it hasnt even been 24hrs and i miss him already. honestly tho, the feeling i have with robby is different. compared to like the feeling i had with phil. i never had this feeling before. its weird. i cant explain it but i know we're both tru to eachother and i think thats how i know me and him will last till death do us part.

im really tired and have a long week ahead of me.. uggghh..
good nite*

VICKY loves ROBBY!!!!!