Apr 16, 2001 22:10
Michael never apologized. I asked him why. It's the last time I will talk to him, untill he apologizes. He said he had nothing to be sorry. I told him he should be sorry he hurt my feelings and I thought we were friends. He said we were friends, and the only reason I'm hurt is because I'm too sensitive. I don't like Michael as a crush, anymore. I love someone else. For a long time, I've loved someone else. His name is Kenny. For the the, about, month, I've thought I was in love with Michael. I'm not. I was friends with Michael, but if hes going to act that way, I don't want to be his friend. If he could hurt my feeling and not care, I don't want to be his friend. If he can hurt my feeling and not care, he's not my friend. Correction, he's not my true friend.
Like I said before, I was never in love with Michael. I was in love with a guy named Kenny. We chat a lot. Kenny is a few years older than me, and he live's in Mass. I'm not exactly sure what part. I'm really in love with him. I can't wait to finish High School. So, that way I can be with him. I thought he was mad at me. He hasn't talked to me in awhile. One of his friends told me it's because he's in jail. I know what you're thinking, and I'll answer it. He went to jail for fighting and hitting a cop. Which isn't so bad, considering, he's in the same place with rapists and murders, but I don't think fightinh is good, either. He's a loving and caring man. He seems like a great father. He has a daughter. I think she's about two years old. I don't remember how old she is.
His friend told me "He will talk to you as soon as he gets out". I hope he does. I really do miss him. I love him a lot. I still can't get over what his friend said to me, "See he is in jail and still thinks of you." I've been thinking of him, too.