Apr 21, 2005 00:29
Today has been extremely boring, which means I had a whole lot of time to think. I have decided that I have spent too much time dwelling on what the past should have been like. I'm so tired of looking back and seeing nothing but negativity in my life. Lord I think I am finally maturing into an adult. Watch out world it's about to get scary, lol.
I hate it when there is absolutely nothing to do and yet you know you're gonna be up for at least the next 5 hrs. All my friends are either busy or asleep. I need to make some friends either in California or I need to make new friends with insomnia lol. Oh that reminds me I had a newly met friend go on vacation and he is supposed to be back by now. I wonder what happened to him. Hope he's ok. I met him in the poker game too but that was like a month ago. Oh well I better go find something to do before I go absolutely crazy.