life is chillaing
Ive changed alot recently, nomatter who you are you care to some degree about others opinion about you or their acceptance of you. Thats why no1 walks around in their underwear in public or something, because you are afraid you will look foolish infront of others. But its wrong once you put people's opinions in the forefront of your life, anything you wear is for people to see, or you drive a car not because you like it, but because you think others will like it. I must admit i used to care alot about other's opinion, not so much as i wasnt myself, but when i dressed nice, or did somthing cool i wanted to get recognized for it. Its different now, I'm just living for myself, I have a few set goals thats all that is in my mind rite now, people can think w.e they want, haters are evrywhere they hate to boost themselves up. You cannot waste YOUR life living it for OTHERS. I also am learning to take things for what they are, not to dramatize evrylil thing that is actually nothing on the grand scale, so I totalled my car and got a ticket wich will probably tripple my insurance, so either i can get really pissed and sad and deal with it, or take it as it is, im healthy im not hurt, im not in jail, ill be a lil poorer forawhile life goes on, you cant stop and get pissed about evry little thing. anyways i havent updated inawhile, its 1 am, i should be writing a french essay i didnt start, but i felt like speaking my mind.
BTW
This weekend was off the hizzile, LGG was sooooo much fun, ppl there made it fun.. Feel so bad Ismar couldnt make it in, and i lost my cellphone shawg itsall good it was such a goodtime!!
BTW
This weekend was off the hizzile, LGG was sooooo much fun, ppl there made it fun.. Feel so bad Ismar couldnt make it in, and i lost my cellphone shawg itsall good it was such a goodtime!!