Shoop
I didn't get into the play. I've conclude I should stop trying, the director will only cast me if I "fit" the part, regardless of talent. I think I could easily handle even a large part, but I'm not one of her pets I guess, and I don't have room in my schedule for Acting. I was fucking brilliant during my callback, best job I've ever done, and even that wasn't good enough, meanwhile Luke crashes and burns and gets a part...
I'm feeling better. I still have the whole lurking feeling of not being unique enough to draw any attention, but talking to a good friend is pretty good medicine, even if said friend is an online friend...
Brother is going back to Swarthmore. Swarthmore is starting to sound really nice, I hate to say. I'm really afraid of trying to go to the school my brother attends, but everyone seems so relaxed, nice, cool... it doesn't help that Triza's friend is going there, who seems like the type of person I'd absolutely love hanging with, though I've always felt guilty about talking to friends of online friends, so I haven't actually had a conversation with her yet.
Anyway, off to bed. I'm gonna miss my brother being around, he's going back to college. Ugh... don't feel like writing more.
I'm feeling better. I still have the whole lurking feeling of not being unique enough to draw any attention, but talking to a good friend is pretty good medicine, even if said friend is an online friend...
Brother is going back to Swarthmore. Swarthmore is starting to sound really nice, I hate to say. I'm really afraid of trying to go to the school my brother attends, but everyone seems so relaxed, nice, cool... it doesn't help that Triza's friend is going there, who seems like the type of person I'd absolutely love hanging with, though I've always felt guilty about talking to friends of online friends, so I haven't actually had a conversation with her yet.
Anyway, off to bed. I'm gonna miss my brother being around, he's going back to college. Ugh... don't feel like writing more.