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Finally a day off. Yeah, I sort of realize that I've only worked for three days straight, but somehow I felt really exhausted yesterday night. Today I want to go out on my cousin's bike. As I was going home from work yesterday, i took Jenny's bike because it was in the restaurant's cellar. I rode home and loved it. It really was a long time since I rode a bike for more than five minutes. I loved how my hair flew in the wind after a very hot day of carrying out foods and helping around the kitchen.
I reached our house but decided to go further. I rode for an extra hour or so and loved the view of the trees and forests around the roads. i mean, we always pass them on the car, but this was different. When i looked up, everything felt closer and mso much more real in comparision to only looking at it from beind a glass and in fast motion.
So today I want to take a look at some places around here. Caroline agreed to coming with me, so I can't wait for the evening to arrive. But before that I have to pack my brother and see him off to the bus stop. He's leaving back home today, because Saturday morning he's flying to Prague and then to New York. I'm trying to block all my envy and bitterness away. I am happy for him, I realy am...but at the same time I just can't get over the fact that he will be laving without me. He'll spend a wonerful summer with our father and I'll be stuck here serving foods to annoying customers whereas I could've been on the castle running around in Victorian dresses or anywhere else.I'm really considering staying here only until the first of August and then just go somewhere where the sea is. And maybe to Prague. I had a dream about Prague and realized I've never been there.