Long time no entry
I turned 25 this April, I thank everyone who sent me kind wishes either online or through phone. I've not gotten any presents this year, at least my sister remembered that April is my birth month. I've been quite busy helping sister with work, the amazing loads of work I can't help only praying for her. She still refuses that I go help at her work place, I respect her reasons. Mother suggesting that I should go get my medical treatment sometimes this June, I can't make my mind yet as I'm so better this way after I finished my 6 months medication.
I guess we have to plan lots for this July vacation abroad - the destination is a secret. I got frustrated 1st that I was completely clueless about the plans, but now I have no problem. I know we are short in money, but we can make it ensha' Allah. All of that kept me busy-minded and depressed, I'm sorry that I left my friends at Last.fm without responding. Well another side note is that... my baby is pregnant for the 4th time!!
I have fewer dreams these days where I see GACKT. Last dream I remember, I saw him he was either praising me or scolding me, it could be both too I know he talked a lot. It was strange, because the night before that I didn't listen to any of his songs or even think about him. It's been a long time. Well I'm now quite happy I did read something about the next installment of Moon Saga, I truly hope before 2013 my life gets better. A good thing happened to me lately is that I miraculously gained weight! I keep updating my mother about my weight, hehe.
And I saw the pictures and the video of GACKT's charity project. For a second I thought that I saw angels over him and the other people who were helping him collecting the charity. I have to say, I felt peace and it was heartwarming. May God bless them all. I'm sad I didn't do anything, well honestly I did one thing later I ditched it.
A part of my country were busy with the Heritage Festival. There were many traditional items that interest me and some I don't know their names. I'm glad we have this dictionary at home, whenever mother mentions a strange name I go check the dictionary and learn a new word. The dictionary collects all the words used by the local people from UAE, I'm a local and I should keep learning as I come from Al Zaabi tribe ♥
PS. I've been motivated by both my vice and my cheerful friend. Thank you you two for the sincere words. I learn to be satisfied for the things that made me unique. I learn to be more motivated in life and hunt for chances. Thank you ♥