Jigoku
Yeah... thats right! I'm starting to watch Jigoku Shoujo (ie. Hell Girl), but not at the moment. At this point in time, I would usually be at uni, but today I skipped out on the morning tutorials because I havent done preparation work *sigh*. I actually am feeling pretty down at the moment: I didn't clean the front desk at work on Friday night properly, and the next morning someone else had to do it.
what a troubled mind i have. haha.
But its true. During certain times, very small things can get me down. That happens to everyone right? I dont really know. At the moment, I have a cough, so I'm drinking english breakfast tea with whitener and honey (substituting sugar, not that I usually do that), and trying to study duration (do not ask what this is cuz I dont really know myself, but I have to cuz my test is tomorrow). As of now, I'm also eating a muffin, consisting of something green and chocolate chips.
Scratch that. I just ate three muffins. Yeah. Thats how depressed I am, but at least I'm full now.
I find it amazing though, when I looked through some of the journals. The number of people who must be writing at this very moment. I wonder what sort of people they are. I rarely post anything in the forums- I wonder why? I thought it was because I didnt want to be analysed by an unknown person, but journals are much more personal than that.
Now that was completely off topic. I am sort of spending very valuable time right now, but at the moment, I just want to be anywhere but here. I read something on hypnosis, and it said that when you go into a trance, you are actually are in a state of hightened imagination. I wonder if someone could just suddenly go into a trance of their own will, if that would be the same as escaping for a little while. I wonder how realistic a trance would be. When I dream, sometimes I think that I can feel things, and only once, I have "awoken" while inside a dream (realising that I'm dreaming).
Well thats just me for now. Sorry I couldnt do anything exciting to talk about. -.-
what a troubled mind i have. haha.
But its true. During certain times, very small things can get me down. That happens to everyone right? I dont really know. At the moment, I have a cough, so I'm drinking english breakfast tea with whitener and honey (substituting sugar, not that I usually do that), and trying to study duration (do not ask what this is cuz I dont really know myself, but I have to cuz my test is tomorrow). As of now, I'm also eating a muffin, consisting of something green and chocolate chips.
Scratch that. I just ate three muffins. Yeah. Thats how depressed I am, but at least I'm full now.
I find it amazing though, when I looked through some of the journals. The number of people who must be writing at this very moment. I wonder what sort of people they are. I rarely post anything in the forums- I wonder why? I thought it was because I didnt want to be analysed by an unknown person, but journals are much more personal than that.
Now that was completely off topic. I am sort of spending very valuable time right now, but at the moment, I just want to be anywhere but here. I read something on hypnosis, and it said that when you go into a trance, you are actually are in a state of hightened imagination. I wonder if someone could just suddenly go into a trance of their own will, if that would be the same as escaping for a little while. I wonder how realistic a trance would be. When I dream, sometimes I think that I can feel things, and only once, I have "awoken" while inside a dream (realising that I'm dreaming).
Well thats just me for now. Sorry I couldnt do anything exciting to talk about. -.-