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here they are.
fucking tears.
i finally crashed.
three fucking pounds.
i saw the scale and begged it to be lying. absolutely begged it.
but it wasn't.
and i got into my car and realized that the one person i want to call is the one person i no longer can.
i don't think i've ever felt so alone.
i fucking hate weight gain.
I EFFING HATE IT.
it screws with every sane emotion i have.
fucking tears.
i finally crashed.
three fucking pounds.
i saw the scale and begged it to be lying. absolutely begged it.
but it wasn't.
and i got into my car and realized that the one person i want to call is the one person i no longer can.
i don't think i've ever felt so alone.
i fucking hate weight gain.
I EFFING HATE IT.
it screws with every sane emotion i have.