this time its not an illusion

[shadowx2099]

most of the times that i feel like everything is coming together, im wrong and things come crashing down again and i have to restart the process all over again. this though, is reality. i dont things could get much better after all ive been through over the last 2 years. the emotional trauma was incredible. i almost didnt survive. i hate the saying, but i hope that means im stronger... i really do.

some people tell me to stay away from the past... i cant. end of story. its not always a bad thing, however. ive found many friends out of places that other people do not dare go. and you know what, i pride myself on it.

much love