♪You say you want some resolution . . .
Well, as resolving this in chat seems to be not fucking working, we're trying this my way. I can still be your friend, Steele, but I will never play in another RP you run, and here's the reasons why.
( Wolf on a rant under here . . . )
( Wolf on a rant under here . . . )
Shit, you weren't honest or upfront with me. You just LET certain things get worse before telling me that you didn't like something. By that time, you fucking lead me on! Do you think I have much respect for that? I don't tolerate that kind of shit. I had to deal with that ENOUGH in the real world and fuck, the last thing I'd expect that is from YOU. But you did. You didn't even have the balls to say that any of my characters were sues. You should know well enough that I'm paranoid about that to the point where if I feel something isn't right, I'll ask in order to make things better. But you took the cowards way out and chose to say dick all until today. And then you decided to dump EVERYTHING on my fucking plate in this little rant of your's. And then there's the shit about not being around except on weekends. Damnit, I have a fucking life and you know that there's a bit of a shitstorm surrounding it. I don't tell you everything but it hasn't got hugely better since that one August. I can't be around all the goddamn time. I also have to work on life stuff too. If you wanted a robot, there's plenty you can find on the web who'd be there. Surprise! I'm human, I have a life outside of this and I can't always be around when you guys need me. If I don't want to end up a hobo for the rest of my life, I HAVE TO handle the life stuff too. And shit, I've been around during tough times. You CAN'T hold that one over my fucking head. You say you want to still be a friend? After this rant where you more or less shot your mouth off at me? More or less said that I was a problem to you? How do you THINK I'm going to react to that? The thing is, you never tell me much to my face all the way along. When you had an issue, it could have been resolved right then and there and this wouldn't have to happen. But it was your choice now wasn't it? You decide to hide things from me and not tell me a damned word until now. I even started to try to resolve this in chat on Friday night when there was an opportunity and you DIDN'T SAY *ANYTHING!* When I was starting to make steps, you backed off. You said NOTHING to me. Actually, you completely ignored me. And then you come by now and said that I didn't take any steps? BULLSHIT!
And then you say you want to be my friend? If you really do, then act like one instead of pulling this kind of crap on me. You had the chance to be honest with me and you had your chance to talk and this is how you chose to play things out. In the end, life is nothing but choices, risks, and opportunities and you picked yours.
This isn't a resolution, this is a fucking rant. Come back to me when you're ready to make positive choices because from what I see, this is far from a good choice.
- Steele
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