Week Later
Well it has been one week since the end of my relationship. I see now that I really did need my own time. I need to start taking control of my own life. There was a lot of things I was doing for others, including her, and I need to start doing things for me now. Of course to make this harder though, she is calling me constantly saying she made a mistake. I'm not angry at her, but she is right about us needing our time. She needs it just as much as I do. It's not easy for me to tell her that we aren't getting back together because my heart tells me to, but my mind tells me that there is still a lot of things we need to work out. We never were friends before we dated and I think maybe being friends now might be able to strengthen our relationship if there is one in the future. I think she is seeing some of the mistakes she made and so am I. I really do think this is better for us now. It is going to be hard for me to be friends with her, but nothing good ever comes easy. It will be nice to have some freedom for a while. Maybe I'll be able to play more pool now. At least I won't get calls while I'm playing all the time now. Plus it will help me think about what's best for my future because I won't have to think about what's best for our future. What's best for my future now is to get some sleep so I'll post later. Bye.