I'm feeling odd...
Everyone and everything is changing around me so fast... some changes I like, and some that I dont like. (Go figure thats life.)
But i'm not sure, when everything stops changing what will happen with people, who/where/what will we be left with? It worries me just thinking about it.
I'm doing the best I can now to succeed, but will it be worth it if everyone I know become bums or complete and utter annoying people?!
I still feel a odd sense of guilt about things I shoulden't have... Why is this?
And why all of a sudden can I think in such a clear orginised and intelligent way? Even my vocabulary used has risen up and taken a stand for itself for when the time is needed to use such a tone of expression.
I think i'm more alone than I think in this; the real world, but im trying to cope... but how much longer will it be until I meet satisfaction?
I'm thinking it could be too long to wait.
But i'm not sure, when everything stops changing what will happen with people, who/where/what will we be left with? It worries me just thinking about it.
I'm doing the best I can now to succeed, but will it be worth it if everyone I know become bums or complete and utter annoying people?!
I still feel a odd sense of guilt about things I shoulden't have... Why is this?
And why all of a sudden can I think in such a clear orginised and intelligent way? Even my vocabulary used has risen up and taken a stand for itself for when the time is needed to use such a tone of expression.
I think i'm more alone than I think in this; the real world, but im trying to cope... but how much longer will it be until I meet satisfaction?
I'm thinking it could be too long to wait.