Jan 31, 2005 13:42
Well this weekend was bad >.<. First we got a einter storm finally and chandler decided to hang out at my house for the weekend like it was planned. Then heather brought over her friend Stephany while i was at work. Well when i got off chandler came to pick me up and we decided to go out to eat before we go home. So me and him stopped at Applebees and i bought dinner which was like $32 but oh well lol. Then we all crashed at my house and played Video games for a bit then fell asleep. The next day we watched the snow and sleet fall and played more Video Game (becuase there was nothing else to really do.) Then chandler want me, him, my sister, and his girlfriend to all spend the night at his house. and we stayed up watching Riddick and Pitch Black. Then Yesterday i had to work. Well on the way to work we were lamost there and my sister called. Come to find out either Saturday or yesterday my Grandpa died. I had to work so i could express sad emotions at work becuase i work and a family place where there are lots of kids. So the whole time i have to force my self to smile and not break down. So then i finally got off work and came back here. Come to find out my effin dad doesnt want me or my sisters to go to my Grandfathers funeral. Yes i didnt know the man all that well but when i did meet him i liked him. I know he took the wrong roads when my dad was little. But he also had a hard life also. He was still a good man untill the Alchol consumed his life. Just becuase my did had a hard life doesnt mean to shut me out of seeing my Grandfather before he is gone forever. He just doesnt get that I cared for him also. I would give anything to se him again. I will find away to go to his funeral to see him one last time i promise you i will find a way there. i have $275 in the bank ill buy a ticket and go and no one will stop me. Well i better go find somthing to get my mind off of this.
bye