Lately
I've been feeling like a different person. Over the years i've trained myself to not care about where I stand with friends, girlfriends, etc. What seems to be going on is the complete opposite. I find myself becoming aggrivated with everyone for the small things that they do or don't do. I've been hanging in there for a while, and I shield who I really am with someone who gets along with everyone, because subconsciously I think I want to be accepted by all.
bottling up means to repress, contain, confine and trap. While this is the very thing I've been trying not to do, its clear now that i've been holding in a lot of things. The reason why It hits hard is because I am a realistic and serious person. These kind of feelings are superflurous, and if someone as emotionally strong and kept together like me can crack, then it gives me no hope for the idiots who run around college nowadays.
Calling this a vent would mean that someone would be reading this, but no one is, so we will leave it at that.
Ed
bottling up means to repress, contain, confine and trap. While this is the very thing I've been trying not to do, its clear now that i've been holding in a lot of things. The reason why It hits hard is because I am a realistic and serious person. These kind of feelings are superflurous, and if someone as emotionally strong and kept together like me can crack, then it gives me no hope for the idiots who run around college nowadays.
Calling this a vent would mean that someone would be reading this, but no one is, so we will leave it at that.
Ed