The Diary of a Forlorn Prince
Title: The Diary of a Forlorn Prince
Author:shadowsofcherry
Pairing: YamaJima
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG
Warnings: Angst again.
Summary: Yamada writes an entry about his birthday clashing with Yuto's rise to stardom.
Disclaimer: I don't own any of them. Not yet.
Notes: It's Yamada's turn to feel the angst. Usually, it's Yuto who does.
May 9, 2014
5:32 PM
Maa~ It's my birthday today. So that must mean I'm another year older. Is that good or bad? o(>w<)o
There are a lot of things that happened today. When I entered the Jimusho to head towards the Hey! Say! JUMP dressing room, every person I met greeted me! ♪ ♪ ♪ ~
I was happy that they all remembered! ☀ ☂
I think almost every junior had greeted me. I'm really glad naa~ ♥♥♥ Everyone greeted me once or twice and some even thrice.
Nakajima Kento-kun was the only one who kept on greeting me every once in a while. (>w<);;
Kamenashi-senpai and Akanishi-senpai also greeted me too! うれしいい~ ! ! ! ★ ☄
But the moment I entered the dressing room, 8 members surprised me! ♫ ♫ ♫
They all shouted "Otanjoubi Omedetou~!" ★ ♫ ☁ ☀
The next thing I knew is that all the balloons and party poppers appeared! ★☀ ☁
But my most favorite of all would be the strawberry cake! おいしいい~ o(^w^)o
Each of the members who were in the celebration gave a speech. Yabu-kun was first and Chinen was the last one. The delivery of their speeches was a touching moment naa~ o(>w<)o
After every speech, the member who last spoke handed me a gift. I wanted to open the gifts all at once but they all insisted me to do it at home. They must be shy ne~ ♫ ♫ ♫
Ah, I got a lot of letters and cards from fans too! o(^w^)o ☀ ♥ ♫ ★ ☁
Everything piled up in the dressing room, and I think I would need a truck for me to be able to take them all home. There are so many and I think I might be reading these for a while~! (^w^);;
I think reading them all might take a whole year though! o(>w<)o
Mou, I think I've been using too much of the emojis and symbols so I think I would stop using it for now...especially when I need to talk about something serious naaa~
Other than my birthday, there's another thing that's going on today. It's the start of Yuto-kun's tour, and that would only be the reason why only 8 members greeted me today.
Maa~ It can't be helped. Yuto-kun is becoming famous more than ever since his solo debut. I think he even surpassed Akanishi-senpai on that level. Yuto, sugoi naa~
But that's just what makes it incomplete ne~ Yuto is not here with me...just like my last birthday. Last year, Yuto held a concert too. And the year before that is the date when he debuted. Why does he have to debut on my birthday?
Ah, etou...my wish? My only wish is for Yuto to be here with me.
Maa~ I wonder if this wish will ever come true?
I hope that having the same wish for three consecutive birthdays isn't bad, ne?
It was strange though...Yuto never did miss any of my birthdays and especially never did forget to mail me a greeting.
When we were little, Yuto used to go running into my house early in the morning to make sure that he would be the first one to greet me.
Maa~ of course he was never the first one. One of my family members would always be the first one to greet me, but among my friends, Yuto would always be the first.
Yuto would then go and drag me to the park and we will play for the rest of the day.
Ah, I also clearly remember the times when Yuto wanted to be an adult. To prove that, he gave me something that an adult would most likely give to someone as a present.
That's how I got a hold of this diary.
"Yama-chan, write your thoughts and feelings here, ne? If you also want to remember me, just hold this so that you would feel like I'm near."
Yuto even reminded me to do that.
I wonder if Yuto forgot about me, naa?
I know that sometimes he can be jealous. He tends to be competitive and possessive when it comes to me.
"Yama-chan, I'll beat you and surpass you one day!"
Those were Yuto's exact words as he pointed at me. That's just Yuto, naa~ He hates losing, so he considers me as a rival at times.
But he did it...he surpassed me. Was this what Yuto really wanted? To beat me to stardom?
Yuto, you really are a baka. A big one.
Maybe I shouldn't have expected Yuto to be always near. I should have realized that there would come a time when we need to part.
Mou~ Yuto's really a baka...and I miss Yuto baka.
It's just that I always thought that Yuto would be mine...but I guess not this time.
Maybe I am the bigger baka, naa~
Ah! I can't believe this, I'm crying right now.
Shimatta, the ink smudged on the paper because of a tear drop.
Maa~ I guess I have to end for now before all of my writings become unreadable.
Jaa~
~山田涼介
Author:shadowsofcherry
Pairing: YamaJima
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG
Warnings: Angst again.
Summary: Yamada writes an entry about his birthday clashing with Yuto's rise to stardom.
Disclaimer: I don't own any of them. Not yet.
Notes: It's Yamada's turn to feel the angst. Usually, it's Yuto who does.
May 9, 2014
5:32 PM
Maa~ It's my birthday today. So that must mean I'm another year older. Is that good or bad? o(>w<)o
There are a lot of things that happened today. When I entered the Jimusho to head towards the Hey! Say! JUMP dressing room, every person I met greeted me! ♪ ♪ ♪ ~
I was happy that they all remembered! ☀ ☂
I think almost every junior had greeted me. I'm really glad naa~ ♥♥♥ Everyone greeted me once or twice and some even thrice.
Nakajima Kento-kun was the only one who kept on greeting me every once in a while. (>w<);;
Kamenashi-senpai and Akanishi-senpai also greeted me too! うれしいい~ ! ! ! ★ ☄
But the moment I entered the dressing room, 8 members surprised me! ♫ ♫ ♫
They all shouted "Otanjoubi Omedetou~!" ★ ♫ ☁ ☀
The next thing I knew is that all the balloons and party poppers appeared! ★☀ ☁
But my most favorite of all would be the strawberry cake! おいしいい~ o(^w^)o
Each of the members who were in the celebration gave a speech. Yabu-kun was first and Chinen was the last one. The delivery of their speeches was a touching moment naa~ o(>w<)o
After every speech, the member who last spoke handed me a gift. I wanted to open the gifts all at once but they all insisted me to do it at home. They must be shy ne~ ♫ ♫ ♫
Ah, I got a lot of letters and cards from fans too! o(^w^)o ☀ ♥ ♫ ★ ☁
Everything piled up in the dressing room, and I think I would need a truck for me to be able to take them all home. There are so many and I think I might be reading these for a while~! (^w^);;
I think reading them all might take a whole year though! o(>w<)o
Mou, I think I've been using too much of the emojis and symbols so I think I would stop using it for now...especially when I need to talk about something serious naaa~
Other than my birthday, there's another thing that's going on today. It's the start of Yuto-kun's tour, and that would only be the reason why only 8 members greeted me today.
Maa~ It can't be helped. Yuto-kun is becoming famous more than ever since his solo debut. I think he even surpassed Akanishi-senpai on that level. Yuto, sugoi naa~
But that's just what makes it incomplete ne~ Yuto is not here with me...just like my last birthday. Last year, Yuto held a concert too. And the year before that is the date when he debuted. Why does he have to debut on my birthday?
Ah, etou...my wish? My only wish is for Yuto to be here with me.
Maa~ I wonder if this wish will ever come true?
I hope that having the same wish for three consecutive birthdays isn't bad, ne?
It was strange though...Yuto never did miss any of my birthdays and especially never did forget to mail me a greeting.
When we were little, Yuto used to go running into my house early in the morning to make sure that he would be the first one to greet me.
Maa~ of course he was never the first one. One of my family members would always be the first one to greet me, but among my friends, Yuto would always be the first.
Yuto would then go and drag me to the park and we will play for the rest of the day.
Ah, I also clearly remember the times when Yuto wanted to be an adult. To prove that, he gave me something that an adult would most likely give to someone as a present.
That's how I got a hold of this diary.
"Yama-chan, write your thoughts and feelings here, ne? If you also want to remember me, just hold this so that you would feel like I'm near."
Yuto even reminded me to do that.
I wonder if Yuto forgot about me, naa?
I know that sometimes he can be jealous. He tends to be competitive and possessive when it comes to me.
"Yama-chan, I'll beat you and surpass you one day!"
Those were Yuto's exact words as he pointed at me. That's just Yuto, naa~ He hates losing, so he considers me as a rival at times.
But he did it...he surpassed me. Was this what Yuto really wanted? To beat me to stardom?
Yuto, you really are a baka. A big one.
Maybe I shouldn't have expected Yuto to be always near. I should have realized that there would come a time when we need to part.
Mou~ Yuto's really a baka...and I miss Yuto baka.
It's just that I always thought that Yuto would be mine...but I guess not this time.
Maybe I am the bigger baka, naa~
Ah! I can't believe this, I'm crying right now.
Shimatta, the ink smudged on the paper because of a tear drop.
Maa~ I guess I have to end for now before all of my writings become unreadable.
Jaa~
~山田涼介