We grew up and grew apart...
Yeah, so I never update this anymore really. I guess it is because I know that no one ever reads it. I feel like I am always busy and it kind of aggravates me. I switched my work schedule from working 5 days a week to only working 4 days a week, because I felt that I needed more time for school work; that way I can actually do really well this semester.
I can’t believe that I am graduating in about 4 months. It all just seems so unreal, but at the same time I am happy and anxious. I wonder what will happen to everyone when we leave the safety of our small town. Inside of our school and in the city we live in I just feel safe. That is the word I like to use safe. When we leave the environment we’re use to and enter the real world things will be different. We will have to depend on ourselves and the things we know we are capable of and for some people it will be a real big eye opener. It is like an adventure that you can’t predict the ending of.
I just wish sometimes that I can go back and be friends with the people I use to be with all the time and that I use to have a lot of fun with. It just seems like everyone grew up and grew apart. I think back to the things I use to do with my friends and I ask myself why did I let these things happen and why did I left us drift apart? I don’t know if I will ever truly find the answer to that question. There are a couple people especially that I miss more then anything in this world. I just want to walk up to them and be like why did this happen? Why did we quit talking? What happened to the bond we once had? And then I realize the answer to all these questions is simply a few phrases all together “We grew up. We grew apart. We made new friends. We went separate ways.” I think when graduation comes though we will realize, understand, forgive, and probably kick our selves for letting a great friendship go the wrong way.
One of the people this entry for is probably reading this though, because she has a livejournal too. And to this person I want you to know You were always there for me through thick and thin. Things happened and we grew apart, but I want you to know that I am always here for you and I will always LOVE YOU like a sister. And if you don’t know who you are by now I just want you to remember one thing… If you ever own a butterfly then you better keep it away from me.
I can’t believe that I am graduating in about 4 months. It all just seems so unreal, but at the same time I am happy and anxious. I wonder what will happen to everyone when we leave the safety of our small town. Inside of our school and in the city we live in I just feel safe. That is the word I like to use safe. When we leave the environment we’re use to and enter the real world things will be different. We will have to depend on ourselves and the things we know we are capable of and for some people it will be a real big eye opener. It is like an adventure that you can’t predict the ending of.
I just wish sometimes that I can go back and be friends with the people I use to be with all the time and that I use to have a lot of fun with. It just seems like everyone grew up and grew apart. I think back to the things I use to do with my friends and I ask myself why did I let these things happen and why did I left us drift apart? I don’t know if I will ever truly find the answer to that question. There are a couple people especially that I miss more then anything in this world. I just want to walk up to them and be like why did this happen? Why did we quit talking? What happened to the bond we once had? And then I realize the answer to all these questions is simply a few phrases all together “We grew up. We grew apart. We made new friends. We went separate ways.” I think when graduation comes though we will realize, understand, forgive, and probably kick our selves for letting a great friendship go the wrong way.
One of the people this entry for is probably reading this though, because she has a livejournal too. And to this person I want you to know You were always there for me through thick and thin. Things happened and we grew apart, but I want you to know that I am always here for you and I will always LOVE YOU like a sister. And if you don’t know who you are by now I just want you to remember one thing… If you ever own a butterfly then you better keep it away from me.