and im going to go for it.
and i will do all i can to succeed.
basically, a job that uses unbias case/people analysis and judgements. and talking to people.
the irate customer and the non listening customer and the demanding customer bits dont seem like they will be fun, but using the natural parts of my brain will, thinking like me will. and the learning envrionment is like lets all talk about the interesting cases we had and how we handled them and ask each other for advice and give advice and receive good training *_* and they seem to care about the health of their employees, and they have like pension and shit. and room for progress and *swoon* i have to get this. its such a step up and its where my life should be at by now.
ill be able to consider myself a properly functioning adult, even a somewhat accomplished one.
good friends, good job.
How are you doing today?:
hopeful
What was the best thing that happened to you today?:
learning about that job op. i might be rejected but damn its given me more drive.
Which cell phone network are you on?:
uhhh
Do you like the smell of cinnamon?:
yes
What was the last book you've read?:
im reading enders game. when i hear the word bugger all i can think of is my aunty swearing when she got hurt and going 'oo, ya buggeh!'
Are you hungry right now?:
nah
What was the last thing you've had to drink?:
this water has too much sugar in it
How often do you visit this website?:
uhh
Do you like frogs?:
they are fine.
Are you afraid of dying?:
hrm. no. i am worried that i will fart away my life
Do you like bananas?:
mhm,
Name a movie that you hate.:
anything by adamn sandler
What TV show do you miss the most that's no longer on TV?:
stargate
Are you currently fighting with someone right now?:
nope
Is your life full of drama?:
its a bit helter skelter tipping planes but its fine
How long can you hold your breath underwater?:
about 3 mins
Where's the last place you've been to out of state?:
uhh
Have you ever been kissed in the rain?:
mhm
What letter does your last name start with.:
S
What are you listening to right now?:
nuthin
Have you ever had a pet that died?:
mhm
Would you rather use a trackpad or a mouse?:
mouse
Do you consider yourself politically intelligent?:
hmm. no. it would take too much of my time to figure out the truth behind politicians bullshit.
Have you ever done any volunteer work?:
mhm
Do you like the Beatles?:
havent heard them much
Is it night time where you're at right now?:
nope
Do you like steak?:
YES
Do you eat healthy?:
sorta. healthy meals but lots of trashy snacks
How often do you work out?:
erm
What was the best gift you've ever received?:
understanding
Have you ever participated in a spelling bee?:
nope
If you could have one wish right now, what would it be?:
simply, i wish to be good enough to do that job well, and have my cv and things stand out enough that they will accept me.
Do you owe anyone an apology right now?:
ah not in a literal sense but there is allways amends to be made
Are you the jealous type of person?:
nah. sometimes i see things i dont have, and i think i wonder why i cant do that or dont have that and i reflect on it
Have you ever tried doing yoga?:
nope
Do you like getting massages?:
mhm
Would you rather be too hot or too cold?:
cold
Are you good at telling jokes?:
erm. im good at sarcasm
When was the last time you've attended a sleepover?:
a what
Tell me one of your pet peeves.:
20 people, stood at the traffic lights on a busy road, no one has pressed the button. how do you expect to cross?
Do you wear glasses?:
not really.
Do you like to keep your nails painted?:
i like them painted. i dont do it often
Have you ever had a pedicure?:
nope
What is your favorite smell?:
sea
Do you like the TV show Full House?:
what
Would you rather listen to country music or rap music?:
can we blend those? tid be hilarious
Are you a Duck Dynasty fan?:
what
Have you graduated high school yet?:
mhm
What kind of person were you in middle school?:
a ghost
Do you have any major regrets in your life?:
*shrugs*
Have you ever thought about running away?:
not so much running away, but walking
Do you like pixie sticks?:
mhm
Do you like French toast?:
do you life waffles?
Are you a fast typer?:
sorta
Are you good at doing math in your head?:
NOPE
Have you ever played with Silly Putty?:
mhm
Do you take in a lot of caffeine daily?:
not so much
Do you like watching football?:
rather play
What language do you wish you could speak?:
uhm. something usefull. portuguese, chinese. possibly japanese for games translator.
Do you know a lot about history?:
ancient, deities.
If we could travel back in time, where would you travel to?:
assuming i could survive id like to see what made the cenotes
Would you ever consider joining the military?:
yes. i have. but i wouldnt be good following orders, i wouldnt be good shooting people.
Are you a cigarette smoker?:
nope
Have you ever done something you didn't want to just to look cool?:
meh
Do you like zombie movies?:
meh
Have you seen The Hunger Games?:
nope
Do you have a favorite piece of clothing?:
newest band tshirt. korpiklaani. soft and well fitting for a cheap unisex
Do you own any Uggs?:
nope
Are you wearing any rings on your fingers?:
nope
Name a TV show that you absolutely can't stand.:
reality shows
Do you have any unusual talents?:
nah
Do you look like your age?:
younger
Do you feel confident in a bathing suit?:
uhm. not really. depends who im with and where.
Do you do a lot of online shopping?:
nope
Do you like the Harry Potter films?:
they are ok.
Do you judge people based on their sexual orientation?:
what, lol. no.
Have you ever been told you had an accent?:
yes. just now again infact.
Have you ever ridden an elephant?:
nope
Are you allergic to pollen?:
nope
Have you ever eaten sushi?:
duh
If so, do you like it?:
mhm
Are you a fan of anime?:
some
Would you rather play Xbox or Playstation?:
ps2. used to controllers. nicer controllers a mon avais.
Are you a big fan of seafood?:
meh
What kind of food are you craving right now?:
sushi fish
Are you currently in a relationship?:
mhm
Do you depend on others for happiness?:
no. i can get a little attached. but i try not to depend on others for anything
Do you like to go fishing?:
meh
Are you a fast runner?:
not particularly.
Have you ever worked at a fast food place?:
nope
What's on your mind right now?:
everything
Are you texting anyone as you're taking this survey?:
nope
Have you ever had a nasty rumor spread about you?:
yup. plenty.
Have you ever sent someone sexual pictures of yourself?:
nope
Do you like who you are on the inside or the outside more?:
one side is not aware of the other.
Are you good at drawing?:
im ok
Do you know how to dance?:
i dont but i dont care
Do you think Kim Kardashian deserves to be famous?:
...she... she likes buck tick. i dunno how... it... what....
Are you excited for Christmas this year?:
nah
Do you celebrate Halloween?:
yus
Have you ever had a concussion?:
yus!
Do you pretend to be someone you're not?:
only at larp and rps
Do you listen to heavy metal music?:
sorta
Were you sad when Michael Jackson died?:
nope
Do you have more upper or lower body strength?:
LOWER. oh god my arms are puny
Have you ever been in a tanning bed?:
for a second, my older cous was showing me how it worked back when i was a kid.
Do you like hot tubs?:
never tried.
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Do you like the color lime green?:
its ok
What are your plans for tomorrow?:
uhhh
Would you rather wear jeans or yoga pants?:
jeans
Do you like your clothes to be baggy and comfortable or tight and revealing?:
both for different occasions. hanging around the house is comfortable. going out somewhere tight.
Do you wish you could change something about your hair?:
i can, i just need to take out the split ends
Have you ever gotten a makeover?:
nope
Do you get mad easily?:
nope
Have you ever punched someone in the face?:
not yet.
Do you think the minions from Despicable Me are cute?:
what
Did you have a Gameboy as a child?:
nope
Would you rather have chocolate or gummy worms?:
gummies
What are your favorite pizza toppings?:
stuffs
Have you ever auditioned for a talent competition?:
nope
Do you make good sandwiches?:
yus
Would you rather get high or get drunk?:
drunk
Have you ever failed a drug test?:
i never would
Do you like the Silent Hill movies?:
i really liked the idea of the ancient whatever embodied in the alternative universe other child. it was just... i dunno, menacing and alien yet communable and beckoning.
What movie scared you the most out of any other movies?:
meh
Tell me something you've been made fun of for in the past.:
my initials. being me in general.
What is one thing you need to work on to make yourself a better person?:
hrm. get less pissed off with people.
Do you support war?:
which war?
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What would you like a pint of right now? It could be anything.:
pure gold. winning lottery tickets. £50 notes. flawless precious gems. rare minerals. good memories.
If you were an angle, which degree would you like to be?:
acute :P
What is one thing that the Titanic has taught you?:
rich girls will let you freeze.
Are you avoiding correspondence with anyone you actually like? If so, why?:
nope
Do you think snowboarding is as easy as it looks?:
it doesnt look easy and it isnt
Out of all the cancers, which one do you think needs to find a cure first?:
uhm. the untreatable ones? brain is probably the most terrorfying.
When I say fender, you say...:
jump?
What kind of sandwich would you give to your worst enemy?:
a beartrap sammich.
If the opposite sex wore a lot of jewelry, what would be your impression?:
dont care. its about style
When I say cricket, do you picture the insect or the sport first?:
insect
If you were ever to be famous, how would you want your signature to look?:
scrawling, legible, spidery.
Do you have any competitors at work or school? If so, who are they?:
uhm no
What are two things you usually do with ice?:
crunch it, put it in drinks
Was there ever a workshop in your middle school? If so, what were they?:
uh
Describe your last history teacher in one sentence.:
i cant friken remember them at all.
What do you think of people who can tie cherry stems with their tongues?:
they have differently shaped mouths to me.
Speaking of tongues, did you ever consider getting your tongue pierced?:
without the pain and the healing and stuff yeah i have. if you could just put it through whenever and take it out whenever. i likes them.
If you had to only use either shampoo or conditioner, which would it be?:
hrm... conditioner. id use showegel as shampoo.
What are your general afterthoughts when you've finished a book?:
this book is _ the characters are _ i wonder about _
Does your mouse have a cord? Which do you prefer, cord or cordless?:
cord. cordless
If two countries had to switch languages, which two countries should it be?:
china, ireland. heheehehe imagine the accents.
Do you budget when you go grocery shopping? Why or why not?:
sorta
What is one thing you dislike about sheep? Why?:
they allways have poop caked around their asses.
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1. When's the last time you wanted to be left alone? Why? saturday. i like being alone sometimes.
2. Do you ever randomly think of things you used to enjoy but no longer do? sorta
3. Has anyone done something for/to you recently that was completely unexpected? yes.
4. When's the last time you were sweating excessively? its summer
5. Are there any slang words or abbreviations that really bother you? How about any that you like using? mhm
6. How often do you feel hypocritical? not often
7. What is a current goal you're trying to achieve? good job
8. Is there something that you thought you would've outgrown/gotten over by now, but haven't? whiney-er aspects of my nature
9. Do you ever feel the need to change yourself, whether it be for yourself or for other people? for myself, evolve
10. If you play/have ever played Sims, what is/was your favorite aspect of the game? killing everyone.
11. If you have one, would you ever deactivate/delete your Facebook? If you don't, would you ever make an account? id close it
12. What is something that you've given up hope for ever being good at? uhhh
13. Can you identify your favorite food by smell? mhm. i can identify MOST things by smell.
14. Do you think there are situations where it's better to keep your thoughts to yourself? If so, what kind of situations? maaaany many.
15. Is there something many people think is funny, but you don't? What? stuffs
16. How often do you talk to yourself? often but not like full conversations or idle chitchat. its more like i voice my thoughts
17. Do you like water ice? What's your favorite flavor? wtf water flavoured ice......???
18. How often do you "draw a blank" mentally? LOTS
19. Have you ever felt like "the joke's on you"? mhm
20. Have you ever watched a movie in class/school that made you cry? no.
21. Are you ever creeped out by the internet? all the time.
22. What's the earliest you could go to bed at night and feel okay about? depends how tired i am.
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1. How much do you monthly pay for mortgage or rent? If you don't, how much is your cell-phone bill?
rent is currently 380 all inclusive... its going to be 260-320 non inclusive.
2. What is your favorite grocery store to shop at, and how often do you shop for groceries? they all suck around here. tescos is most convinient but if asda wasnt a mess id go there.
3. Who is your favorite character from the last movie you watched? i think the last movie i saw was a rewatch of thor... so loki. if not then.. uh the hobbit and uhh... gandalf?
4. How many hours do you work a week? If you don't work, do you plan on finding a job? If so, when? 40 hrs.
5. Where did you have your first kiss? What about your last kiss? part a)bleh. part b)doorway
6. When is the next time you will be going out of town? end of the month
7. What is the last thing you spoke to your father about? moving maybes
8. Where did you spend Christmas or any other winter holiday? moms
9. How many people under the age of 21 are in your immediate family? 0
10. Who do you usually go to when you need advice or to talk to? i talk to myself and the internet really. sometimes i relate it to friends and they just listen.
11. What is your favorite thing to do in your spare time? How much time does it consume? make things. game. lots.
12. When is your winter break and when do you start school again? you asked me if i have a mortgage... wtf is this about school.
13. Where in your house do you spend the most time in? my room
14. Who do you feel you have the most in common with? uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhm
15. How was your weekend? sleepy
16. Where would you like to move to in the future? yes
17. When did you last go to the movies? What movie did you see? ages ago. uhm... iron man 3
18. What are you currently wearing? Do you have any memories in which you are wearing a piece of clothing from your outfit? no good ones
19. Who in your life causes you the most stress or negative feelings? boss, housemates.
20. How is your relationship with your siblings? If you don't have any, what about your cousins? cousins are fine. not seen many of them for like 10 years tho. they are like siblings.
21. What is the last meal you cooked and when? meh meh meh
22. Where is your family from? uhhh the uk
23. When is the last time you went clothes shopping? What did you buy? a skirt ill never get to wear
24. How do you know the last person you spoke to? If it's family, what about the last person you kissed? i dont. he is some old french dude who is probably a relative of a related companies contact. he was here fixing a database or something. seems nice.
25. Who in your life do you cherish the most? hard to say. friends and family. if i ever decide to have kids in the future, i really want them to meet the wonderfull people that are my elder relatives.