Damn Everything.
I lost it all. I LOST EVERY LAST THING.....I lost every last picture I had. Well needless to say I've been crying for hours. I'm about to shoot myself in the face. I hate my life. Yea yea pity party for me I know. But seriously...My Dad tried to "fix" our computer. He sent it to some guy to have something fix and my whole account got wiped. Everything of mine is gone. Of course I wasn't smart enough to back it up...but seriously...he didn't even give me warning. Nothing. Everything is gone. Thousands of unreplacable pictures GONE. I have nothing. Some people may think it's dumb that I cried for hours over a stupid computer but four years of my life were on this computer and now that they're gone I feel like I'm completely missing those 4 years of my life. I could cry all over again just thinking about it. Man does this suck. I have nothing. NOTHING. I hate him for not telling me he was sending the computer in. I hate him for not even telling me there was a damned problem. I woulda backed up my stuff in a heartbeat. Damnit I hate my life. This shit always happens to me. Right when things start to get better too. I fucking hate this. I could just fucking scream. And I have no one on my side. Not a single damned person. They don't understand how important some of this stuff was to me. You people have no fucking clue.
Words of advice. BACK UP EVERYTHING. Even if you only slightly care about it. Cuz believe me, YOu'll miss it when it's gone. Fuck FUCK FUCK.
I feel like I'm being punished for something that's not even my fault. WHY?! I give up. This whole world is a piece of shit. I hate everything.
End Rant.