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Now bless me father for I have sinned. May I change my path for the good, and be blessed with happiness. My mistakes are great and numerous, but not for nothing. Much have I learned from my mistakes, and though I can not rid my soul of them, I am for the better. Oh and im sorry about the smirnoff on the Bible. Soon I will be out of my apartment with my current roommates, (though good people they are), and I will atone my life differently; physically, mentally, and emotionally. I pray for you strength in me. amen
One more week at Wal-Mart. That's it. I will either transfer to that Sam's Club close by AI, or I'm quitting. I will no longer pain my life by enslaving myself to that earthly hell. Though it will be hard, and money will be tight, I am slowly changing my life. And I am finally happy. I still long to attend church but I will soon be free to attend when I like. Though I do not have many friends, my relationship with the ones I do have is strengthening. Everything seems to be balanced for the most part. My foretelling of my spiralling downfall has come and passed. There is still one thing that lingers, and I fear it. I hope that I was most correct in the assumption that my episode was a random occurance, and that it has not returned. Well now I can laugh. At least for now, I am at peace
One more week at Wal-Mart. That's it. I will either transfer to that Sam's Club close by AI, or I'm quitting. I will no longer pain my life by enslaving myself to that earthly hell. Though it will be hard, and money will be tight, I am slowly changing my life. And I am finally happy. I still long to attend church but I will soon be free to attend when I like. Though I do not have many friends, my relationship with the ones I do have is strengthening. Everything seems to be balanced for the most part. My foretelling of my spiralling downfall has come and passed. There is still one thing that lingers, and I fear it. I hope that I was most correct in the assumption that my episode was a random occurance, and that it has not returned. Well now I can laugh. At least for now, I am at peace