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wow.
Hmmmm don't really have much to say, really just posting to post.
I would post a large conversation between me and Katie but i don't want her getting even more mad at me. Basically it said that after all the years and everything we've been through, I mean nothing to her. Wow.
I was supposed to spend some time with her today. She texted me asking if i wanted to go somewhere with her. Later that day she said she needed to go dress shopping and wanted me to go if her "almost boyfriend" didn't. I call her when i get home, she puts me directly to voicemail. I call her again an hour later, she sais call you back later and hangs up. I text her if we're gonna do anything. "No sorry maybe next week".... week... wow.
I'm really starting to hate my life. As i look through it i can only see one or two things that i like about it. This is probably a bad thing.
Dad just got 10 things of cancer taken off.
I need to stop letting my emotions get to me. But i don't want to go back to my old self when i didn't have any emotions.
I'm not appriciated by anyone. I'm really just that kid that you say hi to and thats all. Don't really mean anything to anyone anymore.
And I'm sorry everyone. I'm sorry for everything, anything. If i've ever wronged you in any way. Please try to forgive me.
Hmmmm don't really have much to say, really just posting to post.
I would post a large conversation between me and Katie but i don't want her getting even more mad at me. Basically it said that after all the years and everything we've been through, I mean nothing to her. Wow.
I was supposed to spend some time with her today. She texted me asking if i wanted to go somewhere with her. Later that day she said she needed to go dress shopping and wanted me to go if her "almost boyfriend" didn't. I call her when i get home, she puts me directly to voicemail. I call her again an hour later, she sais call you back later and hangs up. I text her if we're gonna do anything. "No sorry maybe next week".... week... wow.
I'm really starting to hate my life. As i look through it i can only see one or two things that i like about it. This is probably a bad thing.
Dad just got 10 things of cancer taken off.
I need to stop letting my emotions get to me. But i don't want to go back to my old self when i didn't have any emotions.
I'm not appriciated by anyone. I'm really just that kid that you say hi to and thats all. Don't really mean anything to anyone anymore.
And I'm sorry everyone. I'm sorry for everything, anything. If i've ever wronged you in any way. Please try to forgive me.