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Well, exhausted. but yeah...
Soccer, School, Soccer... 11 hours. Emotional condition is horrible, nothing really works out for me like i want it to. People hate me for no reason.
bout 20 minutes ago as i was laying in bed thinking i sent katie a text saying "i love you so much katie" I get one in response "sure. You don't know me anymore." and the AIM convo
Forgotten0misery: what do you mean?
Black LittlePony: you arent a friend of mine
Black LittlePony: you dont know me anymore
Forgotten0misery: what do you mean
Black LittlePony: YOU havent tried to talk to me at all today
Black LittlePony: you dont know me anymor
Black LittlePony: e
Black LittlePony: whats there to say
Black LittlePony: you've changed
Black LittlePony: ive moved on
Black LittlePony: and im not obligated to keep you informed on my life anymore
Black LittlePony: its a done deal
Black LittlePony: you arent gonna act like a big brother and guilt me into telling you everything
Black LittlePony: you've got caitlin. ive got my friends
Forgotten0misery: i haven't done anything
Black LittlePony: i dont need anything
Forgotten0misery: the one thing i say to you today is i love you and i get this
Black LittlePony: how can you claim to love me when you never speak to me
Black LittlePony: we havent had a TRUE conversation since before we broke up
Forgotten0misery: because i do what you want
Black LittlePony: havent you noticed that?
Forgotten0misery: do you know why?
Forgotten0misery: you refuse to talk to me
Black LittlePony: we had NO COMMUNICATION in the relationship
Forgotten0misery: you get mad when i say anything
Forgotten0misery: i try katie
Black LittlePony: it was discusting
Forgotten0misery: but i'm not good enough for you
Forgotten0misery: hopefully chris will be
Black LittlePony: yeah
Forgotten0misery: goodnight
Black LittlePony: whatevr
Forgotten0misery: i love you
Black LittlePony: bye
She asks for me to give her space. And she gets mad. The only thing i said to her today was i love you so much. and i get this. I'm sick of this shit.
I can't be what i want. Keyword Can't.
Soccer, School, Soccer... 11 hours. Emotional condition is horrible, nothing really works out for me like i want it to. People hate me for no reason.
bout 20 minutes ago as i was laying in bed thinking i sent katie a text saying "i love you so much katie" I get one in response "sure. You don't know me anymore." and the AIM convo
Forgotten0misery: what do you mean?
Black LittlePony: you arent a friend of mine
Black LittlePony: you dont know me anymore
Forgotten0misery: what do you mean
Black LittlePony: YOU havent tried to talk to me at all today
Black LittlePony: you dont know me anymor
Black LittlePony: e
Black LittlePony: whats there to say
Black LittlePony: you've changed
Black LittlePony: ive moved on
Black LittlePony: and im not obligated to keep you informed on my life anymore
Black LittlePony: its a done deal
Black LittlePony: you arent gonna act like a big brother and guilt me into telling you everything
Black LittlePony: you've got caitlin. ive got my friends
Forgotten0misery: i haven't done anything
Black LittlePony: i dont need anything
Forgotten0misery: the one thing i say to you today is i love you and i get this
Black LittlePony: how can you claim to love me when you never speak to me
Black LittlePony: we havent had a TRUE conversation since before we broke up
Forgotten0misery: because i do what you want
Black LittlePony: havent you noticed that?
Forgotten0misery: do you know why?
Forgotten0misery: you refuse to talk to me
Black LittlePony: we had NO COMMUNICATION in the relationship
Forgotten0misery: you get mad when i say anything
Forgotten0misery: i try katie
Black LittlePony: it was discusting
Forgotten0misery: but i'm not good enough for you
Forgotten0misery: hopefully chris will be
Black LittlePony: yeah
Forgotten0misery: goodnight
Black LittlePony: whatevr
Forgotten0misery: i love you
Black LittlePony: bye
She asks for me to give her space. And she gets mad. The only thing i said to her today was i love you so much. and i get this. I'm sick of this shit.
I can't be what i want. Keyword Can't.