Apr 13, 2005 21:30
Oh, I'm so angry right now...SO ANGRY.
It was for her. For her, and for Kat, and for Rachel, and for Win,even though he's afraid to admit it, and for Mac, no matter how he thinks of me, and even for LIZ.
WHY DOES SHE HAVE TO BE SO SELFISH!!?
How DARE she think it's all about her, and just 'cause she doens't like it, I shouldn't do it.
I STAND UP FOR THE THINGS I BELIEVE IN. You made ME feel like SUCH crap that I couldn't even participate in the entire thing!
And then, you know what made me feel even better? Even after you spat on my ideals and told me that it was completely worthless? You had all your friends laugh at me.
Oh, how fucking stupid could I have been?
Tell me, Anj. Why the HELL should I tell you this stuff anymore?
If you feel like crap, so be it. For once, you deserve it. It's not fair that things that make me happy that you don't like have to be shot down. Not just this, but Anime, and music, too. You criticize me CONSTANTLY and I wish you would REALIZE this. Do you EVER hear me say how irritating it is to hear about things I have nothing to do with in your life? No, but you do to me. It is SO unfair of you to be so selfish!
I don't care if you want me to keep quiet about some things that bother you. That's fine with me. It honestly doesn't matter; but when you go out of your way to attack my beliefs, you FUCKING PISS ME OFF!
If you didn't like the idea, mention it and let it DROP. DON'T PASTE IT ALL OVER YOUR FUCKING JOURNAL FOR YOUR FRIENDS TO LAUGH AT! DO YOU KNOW HOW THAT MAKES ME FEEL?!
ENOUGH!!!
Fuck this. I am so angry right now I could just destroy something.
I hope you're happy.