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I was talking to Paul last night. He was telling me about seeing Keri last week. She sounds so happy and like her life is going so well for her at the minute, and I’m really pleased for her, but at the same time, a little jealous. I want my life to turn around as much as hers has so that I can feel happy. These past few weeks since my last entry I’ve kinda felt really disconnected from everything. Its really weird. I just want to go to sleep and let that be it…just sleep…for like 1000 years! Well, maybe not that long cause then I’ll wake up and everything will be different, but I just don’t want to feel tired anymore.
I managed to get all my coursework in by the correct deadline. It meant that I had to stay up all night long on Thursday, which I know has contributed to my constant feeling of tiredness, but I had to get it in so I had no choice. So now, I don’t have any pressing deadlines and as long as I stay on top of my work now, things should be ok. I’m gonna get one of my projects back to make changes to, and I don’t want it cause I hated that unit, but I need it I suppose cause I don’t think I’ve managed to get a C in that unit, and I really want to. At the minute I’m in double ICT, but nobody else is here and I’m not being taught anything so I’ve been messing around, playing games for a while, and I’m just about to do some research for my last Travel and Tourism unit. Boring!
My ankle hurts. I scratched it raw earlier. Its what I do. If I feel down about anything then sometimes I won’t realise but I’ll be scratching at a part of my body until its raw. And then later on I’ll realise what I’ve done and the pain will kick in. Its stupid of me, but I can’t help it. Its my way of coping I suppose
I managed to get all my coursework in by the correct deadline. It meant that I had to stay up all night long on Thursday, which I know has contributed to my constant feeling of tiredness, but I had to get it in so I had no choice. So now, I don’t have any pressing deadlines and as long as I stay on top of my work now, things should be ok. I’m gonna get one of my projects back to make changes to, and I don’t want it cause I hated that unit, but I need it I suppose cause I don’t think I’ve managed to get a C in that unit, and I really want to. At the minute I’m in double ICT, but nobody else is here and I’m not being taught anything so I’ve been messing around, playing games for a while, and I’m just about to do some research for my last Travel and Tourism unit. Boring!
My ankle hurts. I scratched it raw earlier. Its what I do. If I feel down about anything then sometimes I won’t realise but I’ll be scratching at a part of my body until its raw. And then later on I’ll realise what I’ve done and the pain will kick in. Its stupid of me, but I can’t help it. Its my way of coping I suppose