May 28, 2004 23:25
There's a girl I met some time ago. I was crazy about her. She was crazy about me. But seeing each other wasn't very conveniant. I only ever got a taste. Just a small sample of what I wish so much for. Then I was passed up for somone more conveniant. Better I guess you could say. Its of no suprise though, I was after all just a crush. Just a cute boy. She moved on, fell in love with somone else. I'm still here. Finding myself thinking about her more than I should. Wishing things could've somehow worked out. Wishing she would forget about everyone else and come to me. But this isn't the movies. Real life doesn't work that way. There will be no knock on my window in the middle of a rainy night. You won't find me catching her right before she steps onto that plane and out of my life. So its over, I just have to let it go. There's no sense in hanging on to my feelings for her. And thats so hard for me to do. So rarely do I meet that beautiful girl that makes me fall so completely in love.