last niiiiight (the strokes, anyone?)
besides putting up an adorable icon of myself, last night i freaking stayed up until 4am reading alllll the way back from my first LJ entry to... as far as 4am would let me. i just finished it this afternoon. it could be a fucking book! haha. i'd cater so well to the angsty/depressed/emotionally scarred teenage girl demograph so well.
in other news.... i have not mentioned this in the past couple entries because... i just didn't, but i'm talking to casey james again. it started with a very drunk, very emotional email from me about a month ago and then the correspondence that followed was surprisingly friendly and productive.
everything's so weird now. especially reading back to my old old LJ entries... damn. and i forgot how big a part of my life casey was. she was the cause of a lot of hell, but we also practically lived in each others brains. boys had always been place-holders for her. zaike is different, i know that for sure, but it's going to be odd having the two of them in my life at once. there should be room enough for the both of 'em. i don't think zaike really knows what to make of this. haha. he was just like "but... wait... don't you... hate her?" and i was like "oh, zaike... you don't know about casey and erin, do you? love and hate are interchangeable. learn ya lesson."
me, the caseys, and sarah were all supposed to have a big, girlie sleepover over thanksgiving break, but it kinda feel through. christmas should be interested, though.
but i'm even more excited about the weekend before christmas break because zaike's about to spend a looooooong weekend, chillin down at FDU with me. i love having him here. and then i get to go straight home! woot! can't wait for that break. maybe i'll actually get off of my ass and see people i haven't talked to in a while. that'd be nice.
in other news.... i have not mentioned this in the past couple entries because... i just didn't, but i'm talking to casey james again. it started with a very drunk, very emotional email from me about a month ago and then the correspondence that followed was surprisingly friendly and productive.
everything's so weird now. especially reading back to my old old LJ entries... damn. and i forgot how big a part of my life casey was. she was the cause of a lot of hell, but we also practically lived in each others brains. boys had always been place-holders for her. zaike is different, i know that for sure, but it's going to be odd having the two of them in my life at once. there should be room enough for the both of 'em. i don't think zaike really knows what to make of this. haha. he was just like "but... wait... don't you... hate her?" and i was like "oh, zaike... you don't know about casey and erin, do you? love and hate are interchangeable. learn ya lesson."
me, the caseys, and sarah were all supposed to have a big, girlie sleepover over thanksgiving break, but it kinda feel through. christmas should be interested, though.
but i'm even more excited about the weekend before christmas break because zaike's about to spend a looooooong weekend, chillin down at FDU with me. i love having him here. and then i get to go straight home! woot! can't wait for that break. maybe i'll actually get off of my ass and see people i haven't talked to in a while. that'd be nice.