Vacation 2004
Hey Everyone! I'm back from vacation and ready to tell you the whole story! Alrighty here we go:
It started in San Wan, thats where My family and Sharo's family got on the cruise. Before we got on the ship we spent a day in San Wan, Chelsea and I mostly preped up for the first day on the cruise, doing out hair and picking out what to wear for first impressions. We tried soaking up sun on the beach... but we were unexpectedly punded into the sand by a huge wave and we nearly drown... its actually kind of funny to think of now, but it wasn't then I thought I was gonna die!
So I got on the ship and Chelsea and I were trying to see who we would be friends with, we rated hot guys on a scale from 1-5 5 being the best (10 was too wide), and tried to pick out gay/straight boys. Once everyone was on board the ship, we went to dinner, and walked around hopefully making friend. Chelsea and I walk down the main lobby stairs still exploring the ship and thats when I saw Sam, whom I didn't know anything about, looking at me. Chelsea and I walk past, and I stop her to ask (Is that boy at the bar staring at me right now?" and she says 'Yeah! He is totaly checking you out! Go talk to him" and I said "Not yet". So we got up on the bar, got a drink, and walked away hopeing the boy (Sam) at the bar would either talkt o me or be interetsed.
My frist Friend was either Steven, or Tiffiny. I can't Quite remember. I just know I spent the first night on the cruise with Steven who is a cute emo boy with his bangs grown all the way to his chin and the back very short all spiked up, and a girl Daniell who ended up not being very close friends with me tward the end of the cruise. but there was just so much there the first night. We sat at "Coffee stop" table drinking coffee untill 2:30 am talking about random crap.
The second day got more intereting. We stopped at St. Tomas I believe, I went shopping with the whole "Brady bunch" and that was basicly it. We boarded the ship again at 4 and went looking for friends, which we had very few of. I met Molly that night, for a very short time though. She is one of the people who I became more and more close wth until it seemed like we could have been friends since we were 11. She was just amazing, funny and spontanious, born to be a fag hag for sure. I went to the Teen Disco with Chelsea and Tiff hopping to make new friends. Sam was there, of course, and I didn't know what to do. I had Chelsea go and ask him how old he was, hoping it would be worth trying to be friends with him. She came back and told me he was 16, and she had told him I was 16 also. Uh oh! He is from Mn, and he wanted to meet me. So of course Chelsea drags me over to him to make an awkward introduction... you know how that is. But I'm glad it happened. Sam and Ieft the disco to go to the upper deck. We stood in the very back of the ship watching the water and talked for ever, just about home-school- what we're into and what we like to do. We really connected and it was very sweet. We walked around all night just talking. The best part of the night was when Sam and I were in the closed down libery and he leaned over to kiss me, thats where we shared our first kiss. Shortly after we went to bed.
Diminica was very fun. We all went on ahick through the rainforest and stuff, it was great. I made new friends like Elliot (Bert) and Ashley. I told Sam I was really 15 and he didn't really care from what I was tld and could notice. I'm just glad I told him as soon as I did because the rest of what we had would have seemed like a lie. It doesn't really seem like this cruise was very eventful, because it wasn't, nothing too memorable... except the people you were with. There was really nothing to do, except eat when ever we wanted or go to a show or dance like crazy. Sam and I probably spent the rest of that night kissing and cuddeling but I can't quiet remember because all the nights seemed the same.
Barbados... thats when I made my last post. We walked around shopping, and then went to a beach I've been to before, and it was very awesome! I got some sun and I got to see hot guys on the beach and then went back to the ship find my Sammy and friends. Ashly and I started getting closer, but hardley. I met Suzy, the hot russian girl who I'd probably go straight for because I love her so much, that night I believe. She had a little wine... so I didn't think she'd remember very much the next morning :-p . She kept asking me to tell her stories andI didn't know what to say to her! It was just really funny. Chelsea made a huge group of friends so I met all them, no one I particularly liked, they all seemed very young so I was like.. thanks I'll just see you and say hi but we won't hang out on weekends. Zuse was cool though, and Rob. Zuse had this Tamagotchi pet thingy and I haddent seen those for ever and I kind of want one now because I remember them and I used ot think they were cool. Lets bring back the 90s you guys!
We had a whole day at sea. What was there to do? Watch the hair chest contest? not so much. Watch ice sculpturing? I'll see it done, but being processed is like watching grass grow. I went out to find my loved ones... Sam and Ashley. We went to the Spa and hung out in the hot tub and then I went into the steam room and sana. Everyone liked to hang out in my room 9Which I had all to myself with the acceptance of my brother whom I shared the room with). He had a tone of drunk guys in there just... drinking and hanging out and being funny. Suzy was pretty sober that day and she remembered me, and so Sam and I hung out with her and got closer and we all just had a blast.
In Aruba I went horse back riding for the first time ever... man did that kill my ass. I thought I was going TO DIE when that horse went full speed. I felt like I had no controle at all. Then I shopped. Went back to the ship and spent the rest of my time being in the presence of Sam.
The last full day was christmas. I got a new watch, its wicked cool, I love it. the rest of my gifts I received before xmas jsut so I could use them on this cruise. I gave sam a professional picture that was taken of me on a formal dinner night (does that make me sound conceided?) I framed it and wrote a message on the back trying to be cute. There was a huge party in my room. I mean huge. Everyone in there was high or drunk or something. Neighbors were complaining and security came a bunch of times. That part of the night kind of sucked because the sober ones (Lke Suzy Ashley Sam and I) Had to put up with the stupid fuckers that were being dumb and loud and having sex on my floor! AHH! Like litteraly the guy was having sex with this girl I didn't know on the floor and then after he asked me to spell his fingers.. it was nasty. That night I had to say goodbye to Ashley, Suzy, Steven, and Sam. I was crying, but tried not to. Just saying goodbye to each of them was so difficult, knowing you'll never see them again. After my hug and kiss goodbye from Ashley, I hopped I would see her in the morning, but I never saw her again. I never saw Steven again, either. I cried saying by to Suzy, but thank god I saw her again the next morning! Sam and I stayed together until 4:30 that night (or morning) just kissing/cuddeling and enjoying eachother for the last time.
That morning Molly came to my room and I got to formaly say goodbye to her. I found Sam, thank god, and like I said before I found Suzy thank god. I was so upset I did not get to see Ashly once more :-( I formaly said "See ya later" to Sam, because that is not the last time I will see him.
Leaving the people you've become so close to for 7 days is harder than any of you think. All the laughing and fun. All the shared feelings, stories, and thoughts. I had so many feelings for Sam, just another day by his side and another night in his arms would be all I ask for. Once more laugh with Ashley, one more stop for coffee at "Coffe stop" with Steven, One more "Well you can suck my cock!" quote said by Molly, then laughing and getting a hug after, one more hug and smile from Suzy, and another day of hanging out with all you at once. You are the people I will miss the most. I love you guys. I love you Sam.
Stay in touch, please.
It started in San Wan, thats where My family and Sharo's family got on the cruise. Before we got on the ship we spent a day in San Wan, Chelsea and I mostly preped up for the first day on the cruise, doing out hair and picking out what to wear for first impressions. We tried soaking up sun on the beach... but we were unexpectedly punded into the sand by a huge wave and we nearly drown... its actually kind of funny to think of now, but it wasn't then I thought I was gonna die!
So I got on the ship and Chelsea and I were trying to see who we would be friends with, we rated hot guys on a scale from 1-5 5 being the best (10 was too wide), and tried to pick out gay/straight boys. Once everyone was on board the ship, we went to dinner, and walked around hopefully making friend. Chelsea and I walk down the main lobby stairs still exploring the ship and thats when I saw Sam, whom I didn't know anything about, looking at me. Chelsea and I walk past, and I stop her to ask (Is that boy at the bar staring at me right now?" and she says 'Yeah! He is totaly checking you out! Go talk to him" and I said "Not yet". So we got up on the bar, got a drink, and walked away hopeing the boy (Sam) at the bar would either talkt o me or be interetsed.
My frist Friend was either Steven, or Tiffiny. I can't Quite remember. I just know I spent the first night on the cruise with Steven who is a cute emo boy with his bangs grown all the way to his chin and the back very short all spiked up, and a girl Daniell who ended up not being very close friends with me tward the end of the cruise. but there was just so much there the first night. We sat at "Coffee stop" table drinking coffee untill 2:30 am talking about random crap.
The second day got more intereting. We stopped at St. Tomas I believe, I went shopping with the whole "Brady bunch" and that was basicly it. We boarded the ship again at 4 and went looking for friends, which we had very few of. I met Molly that night, for a very short time though. She is one of the people who I became more and more close wth until it seemed like we could have been friends since we were 11. She was just amazing, funny and spontanious, born to be a fag hag for sure. I went to the Teen Disco with Chelsea and Tiff hopping to make new friends. Sam was there, of course, and I didn't know what to do. I had Chelsea go and ask him how old he was, hoping it would be worth trying to be friends with him. She came back and told me he was 16, and she had told him I was 16 also. Uh oh! He is from Mn, and he wanted to meet me. So of course Chelsea drags me over to him to make an awkward introduction... you know how that is. But I'm glad it happened. Sam and Ieft the disco to go to the upper deck. We stood in the very back of the ship watching the water and talked for ever, just about home-school- what we're into and what we like to do. We really connected and it was very sweet. We walked around all night just talking. The best part of the night was when Sam and I were in the closed down libery and he leaned over to kiss me, thats where we shared our first kiss. Shortly after we went to bed.
Diminica was very fun. We all went on ahick through the rainforest and stuff, it was great. I made new friends like Elliot (Bert) and Ashley. I told Sam I was really 15 and he didn't really care from what I was tld and could notice. I'm just glad I told him as soon as I did because the rest of what we had would have seemed like a lie. It doesn't really seem like this cruise was very eventful, because it wasn't, nothing too memorable... except the people you were with. There was really nothing to do, except eat when ever we wanted or go to a show or dance like crazy. Sam and I probably spent the rest of that night kissing and cuddeling but I can't quiet remember because all the nights seemed the same.
Barbados... thats when I made my last post. We walked around shopping, and then went to a beach I've been to before, and it was very awesome! I got some sun and I got to see hot guys on the beach and then went back to the ship find my Sammy and friends. Ashly and I started getting closer, but hardley. I met Suzy, the hot russian girl who I'd probably go straight for because I love her so much, that night I believe. She had a little wine... so I didn't think she'd remember very much the next morning :-p . She kept asking me to tell her stories andI didn't know what to say to her! It was just really funny. Chelsea made a huge group of friends so I met all them, no one I particularly liked, they all seemed very young so I was like.. thanks I'll just see you and say hi but we won't hang out on weekends. Zuse was cool though, and Rob. Zuse had this Tamagotchi pet thingy and I haddent seen those for ever and I kind of want one now because I remember them and I used ot think they were cool. Lets bring back the 90s you guys!
We had a whole day at sea. What was there to do? Watch the hair chest contest? not so much. Watch ice sculpturing? I'll see it done, but being processed is like watching grass grow. I went out to find my loved ones... Sam and Ashley. We went to the Spa and hung out in the hot tub and then I went into the steam room and sana. Everyone liked to hang out in my room 9Which I had all to myself with the acceptance of my brother whom I shared the room with). He had a tone of drunk guys in there just... drinking and hanging out and being funny. Suzy was pretty sober that day and she remembered me, and so Sam and I hung out with her and got closer and we all just had a blast.
In Aruba I went horse back riding for the first time ever... man did that kill my ass. I thought I was going TO DIE when that horse went full speed. I felt like I had no controle at all. Then I shopped. Went back to the ship and spent the rest of my time being in the presence of Sam.
The last full day was christmas. I got a new watch, its wicked cool, I love it. the rest of my gifts I received before xmas jsut so I could use them on this cruise. I gave sam a professional picture that was taken of me on a formal dinner night (does that make me sound conceided?) I framed it and wrote a message on the back trying to be cute. There was a huge party in my room. I mean huge. Everyone in there was high or drunk or something. Neighbors were complaining and security came a bunch of times. That part of the night kind of sucked because the sober ones (Lke Suzy Ashley Sam and I) Had to put up with the stupid fuckers that were being dumb and loud and having sex on my floor! AHH! Like litteraly the guy was having sex with this girl I didn't know on the floor and then after he asked me to spell his fingers.. it was nasty. That night I had to say goodbye to Ashley, Suzy, Steven, and Sam. I was crying, but tried not to. Just saying goodbye to each of them was so difficult, knowing you'll never see them again. After my hug and kiss goodbye from Ashley, I hopped I would see her in the morning, but I never saw her again. I never saw Steven again, either. I cried saying by to Suzy, but thank god I saw her again the next morning! Sam and I stayed together until 4:30 that night (or morning) just kissing/cuddeling and enjoying eachother for the last time.
That morning Molly came to my room and I got to formaly say goodbye to her. I found Sam, thank god, and like I said before I found Suzy thank god. I was so upset I did not get to see Ashly once more :-( I formaly said "See ya later" to Sam, because that is not the last time I will see him.
Leaving the people you've become so close to for 7 days is harder than any of you think. All the laughing and fun. All the shared feelings, stories, and thoughts. I had so many feelings for Sam, just another day by his side and another night in his arms would be all I ask for. Once more laugh with Ashley, one more stop for coffee at "Coffe stop" with Steven, One more "Well you can suck my cock!" quote said by Molly, then laughing and getting a hug after, one more hug and smile from Suzy, and another day of hanging out with all you at once. You are the people I will miss the most. I love you guys. I love you Sam.
Stay in touch, please.