bummed out
I heard from that job I had an interview with today.
No luck.
They said they were blown away by the interview, BUT, apparenty I didn't do well with the computer test. Which is total bullshit because I know that I did well. I mean people come to me for help in my computer classes, the teacher even let me teach the fucking class once. I don't know what the hell these people wanted, its an entry level position.
I am really depressed right now. Hearing that my computer skills were what kept me from getting that job crushed me. Using the computer for that kinda stuff is one of the things I do best and now I'm not even sure of that anymore.
I've never felt failure like this before.
I still don't know what to make of all this.
This is fucking ridiculous.
I know I'm not the best, but I also know that I am not so bad that I am unemployable. And it bothers me that, that is the way they feel.
No luck.
They said they were blown away by the interview, BUT, apparenty I didn't do well with the computer test. Which is total bullshit because I know that I did well. I mean people come to me for help in my computer classes, the teacher even let me teach the fucking class once. I don't know what the hell these people wanted, its an entry level position.
I am really depressed right now. Hearing that my computer skills were what kept me from getting that job crushed me. Using the computer for that kinda stuff is one of the things I do best and now I'm not even sure of that anymore.
I've never felt failure like this before.
I still don't know what to make of all this.
This is fucking ridiculous.
I know I'm not the best, but I also know that I am not so bad that I am unemployable. And it bothers me that, that is the way they feel.