Bored and Curious

[shadowrecon]

I am bored and curious: I want to know from my friends,

* - What am I to you? What are my good points? What are my bad points? What do you really love about me? What is something you like the least about me?

just wondering for shits and giggles...i'll do the same for whoever replies to me too. :)

peace inside and out!
recon

Comments

Smooth, chocolate outside...

[lilcoco]

You are Ryan, fun loving chocolate coating on the outside, crunchy and cynical on the inside. Only your friends know that crunchy layer, that you can be out at the bar drinking and having a really good time one night, then not answer your phone and pretend not to be home the next.
You have many good points, and many bad, as does everyone. I think that one good point is that when you are feeling high (as in spirits...what other "high" were you thinking??) you are very high and you make others feel high with you. And one bad point is that when you are low you are very low, and it takes a lot to make you high (in spirit) again. There is no predictable pattern to this, and it can change oh so fast. Knock knock
What I really love about you is that you really like to have a good time with your friends, this is so good to see after a couple years of not so much...
Something I like not so much about you is that whole feeling low thing again. We all feel it sometimes, but it is sad to see you low, it seems to stick with you for a while, and then just when you think it is gone it comes back again.
Well I was truthful, you said you would do the same for anyone who replies to you, don't hold back please, I am curious as to what you may say...

Re: what we are

[shadowrecon]

You are Courtney's heart. the all listening voice that can talk the advice which is needed at times, not all the time. you are trying to break away from the shy aspect of your personality, but you feel it will always be there no matter how hard you try to kill it.

good point - You are Courtney's playful kitten. when you are happy and most comfortable, you make 0 effort to be you, it just happens and flows. This is courtney at point zero. Where nothing gets in the way to change your mood. (wish i had that) although, it is rare that you let this out play.

bad point - You are Courtney's Suit an Tie. when everything has to be precise to plan. You seem to be dependant on a schedual which is understandable if you are on the waiting side of plans which are waiting to be planned or started. Its nothing that really bothers me, i just couldn't think of something that was a 'bad' point.

What i luv about you is the fact that i have broken thru your 'hard to know' personality that everyone seems to see, and you have become easy to talk to and a really good friend over that past year. It means a lot to know that your around.

what i like not so much about you is not a matter of me not likely something about you...i should rephrase that to something else. but if i had to pick something, which is very hard to do, i would pick...i hate the fact that you are not as out going as 'you' would like to be. Sometimes you feel like destroying the world and sometimes you feel like hiding from it. I guess we are all like that, but you seem to really want to let go sometimes and something holds you back.? you seem to be bothered by this and it sucks...although you are pretty good when i'm around tho. :)

sorry to have not been around on Saturday, i was bothered by my bad point you stated (honest). Feeling mighty low more and more, i'm getting really worried about myself at this point. I didn't know anyone could really see that low side of me. I don't know what to do? I am trying almost everything to be happy, and happy all the time, but the more i try the more dissappointed i get.

ry.