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[shadowravyn]

I am so stressed. I've barely slept at all this past week; I keep having Lunacon nightmares. I keep emailing people but no one gets back to me and I have to start stalking them on their phones and there are a bunch of people that are in the database but haven't gotten any follow up emails because the stupid database has kept their answers ("yes going" or "no not going") since 2006. And I thought I had more time because Leigh needs everything for the pocket program by the 3rd week in Feb, but I forgot that I need to give everyone at least a week to look over their schedules and let me know if they need to change something and the hotel hasn't gotten back to me about David's memorial and Dora hasn't gotten back to me about the hotel and Elaine hasn't let me know anything about the masquerade even though I've asked and people are having problems logging into their systems and i can't fix it and now I'm crying because I'm so damn frustrated!!!!

So far, I only have 189 participants, and that's counting the maybe's. If this Lunacon turns into a failure, it's going to be all my fault.

And I have a LARP to write (by Sunday!) and a play to prepare (for Monday!) and I'm already behind in my reading for class and why the fuck did I think this was a good idea?

I'm done now. I've wasted eight minutes bitching that I should have been working. I need a stiff fucking drink. And about two extra weeks worth of time.

Thank God for shogunhb, ddrpolaris, ladyscience, and quish. Their help has been incalcuable, and they love me even when I snap at them