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well today aint a very good day i've discovered thinking is as addictive as crack once u start u cant stop i been thinkin alot latley about mom about life about dad. did mom have to leave as soon as she did was i good enough to her did i act right. why did she have to leave. what the fuck good is life its full of letdowns nothing good ever lasts its all bullshit too i just dont kno if life is even worth it anymore should i just give up, wait, i think i awlready have i've given up on myself i've sold myself away to drugs what happened to god being in my life he aint even an option anymore should i just get it over with and not worry about the few people who do care about me i can count them on one hand, and my dad i dont even kno what the fuck his problem is he deserted me for a gold digging whore she took it all from me i will kill her and she will rot in hell but he gave his son up for another person now i hate him i will get my revenge if i die tring he has done me wrong, no big deal, but he did my mother wrong VERY BIG DEAL in my mothers house they will get what is coming to them if its the last thing i do and i will burn my mothers house to the ground and noone can ever have it again that house was mine and the bitch my ex-father married got it pay back is a bitch those of you who take the time to read this might say im crazy well i fucking am i have been driven crazy i will never be walked on top of again im not a child anymore they dont kno who they are messin with from this day on i am a hardened mad no emotions will ever show again i am tired of everything and from this day on i wont take it anymore