~~*Its another Day*~~ (Confused)
Today was a very confusing day as to every day has been lately.. Went to work at 3am didnt sleep well, got up with the kids at 9am, then came home early.. I dont know how to feel right now. Its all to hard... I feel as if my life has been twisted, and being ripped away from me. I cant explain it anymore.. The only thing that keeps me going is knowing that I have dreams and a career I refuse to give up on..
Its been very odd lately, between lies and betrayal and a heart full of heartache and pain.. The tears seem to not stop anymore, I just have to sit back and here they come.. Even keeping myself busy doesnt seem to help mend my worries and calm my tears anymore.. I dont honestly know what to do.. Knowing that my heart is his, and knowing that I put up with so much... But knowing I love him with all my heart, and his two daughters.. It rips me apart inside, I dont know what to do.. God, when he tells me he loves me my spirits seem to fly, but when we argue its all the same.. I want to just hate him every time...
Some day it will all be better, no more tears, no more pain, and surely no more wanting to give up.. I am just thank-ful for the friends that I have.. Thanks Guys..
Special Prayers To Family and Friends.. Thanks...
Its been very odd lately, between lies and betrayal and a heart full of heartache and pain.. The tears seem to not stop anymore, I just have to sit back and here they come.. Even keeping myself busy doesnt seem to help mend my worries and calm my tears anymore.. I dont honestly know what to do.. Knowing that my heart is his, and knowing that I put up with so much... But knowing I love him with all my heart, and his two daughters.. It rips me apart inside, I dont know what to do.. God, when he tells me he loves me my spirits seem to fly, but when we argue its all the same.. I want to just hate him every time...
Some day it will all be better, no more tears, no more pain, and surely no more wanting to give up.. I am just thank-ful for the friends that I have.. Thanks Guys..
Special Prayers To Family and Friends.. Thanks...