~~*Confused*~~
Well, lets see here.. Its been a very hectic few months if you do ask me.. I finally left Rob, and that is done and over with.. But now I have this baby growing inside of me and now he/she doesnt have their father.. But its for the best.. MY new boyfriend excepts the baby and loves it no matter what, even if it isnt his, and he wants to be apart of the baby's life.. I go in a few days to see how its doing.. Im sick and I am tired out... I work every damn day and go to school.. My body and mind are running on dry, and I dont know what to do.. There's days where I wish I just didnt wake up, because it all feels like a nightmare. But I know deep down it isnt anymore.. This is something I will just have to see, and no matter what, believe.. My life is now going to change, Im only 18 yrs old I didnt expect this to be happening.. But I am finishing school and still going to college after, and I still got my job, and the support from family and friends.. I guess thats what matters the most.. ( ya know )?
Mom took it kinda good, I guess I took it the hardest when I found out.. Because I have so many hopes and dreams, and now my life is going to forever change.. Someone else will need me 24/7 and rely on my every step and breath.. But I guess thats okay.. All I need in this world is my baby and my family and friends.. And of course my adoring boyfriend! Its been real but I am going to close this up here.. If ya have any questions or concerns, leave me a post.. Catch ya later...
Mom took it kinda good, I guess I took it the hardest when I found out.. Because I have so many hopes and dreams, and now my life is going to forever change.. Someone else will need me 24/7 and rely on my every step and breath.. But I guess thats okay.. All I need in this world is my baby and my family and friends.. And of course my adoring boyfriend! Its been real but I am going to close this up here.. If ya have any questions or concerns, leave me a post.. Catch ya later...