"It has been a habit of mine for the past 18 years to shun reality for a my own pure imagination, and maybe it's about time that those two no longer be kept separate."
what if instead of reality you said community? (granted the community is heavily damaged)
"Let me say that since then, I've figured out that in order to get in a way that I can change people, I have to care about them, including myself."
And others have to care about you for you to care about them. that is outside the limits of personal objective--but it's natural and easy if you can let yourself be loved for no reason. cause there's not any reason to love anybody or not, it's just what being alive does.
it feels weird writing that but I think it might help! that is what I think right now! I am writing in exclamation points because periods seem droll! but I don't mean these comments to sound particularly excited! I just wish I talk in perfect equilibrium to you! but I am too nervous perhaps and don't have the calm for it! and periods don't work! maybe this is the new period!
what if instead of reality you said community? (granted the community is heavily damaged)
"Let me say that since then, I've figured out that in order to get in a way that I can change people, I have to care about them, including myself."
And others have to care about you for you to care about them. that is outside the limits of personal objective--but it's natural and easy if you can let yourself be loved for no reason. cause there's not any reason to love anybody or not, it's just what being alive does.
it feels weird writing that but I think it might help! that is what I think right now! I am writing in exclamation points because periods seem droll! but I don't mean these comments to sound particularly excited! I just wish I talk in perfect equilibrium to you! but I am too nervous perhaps and don't have the calm for it! and periods don't work! maybe this is the new period!
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