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i really never told alot of people but i dont care any more.
my chest has maybe seen the light of day about seven times. i dont take my shirt off.....ever.
i dont even think im fat, but i dont settle for anything less then fit.
about three years ago i was fat. i was at the skatepark and i was made fun of for it so bad it gave me the edge to lose it. i went on a strict diet and did nuthing but skate...even in 104 degree weather. i didnt get in shape, but i lost ALOT of weight.
someone thats really close to me showed me that i cannot dwell on anything. i cannot pitty my self.
the past week ive been really focused on this. usually id stop eating or sumthing. ive done nuthing but eat carbs and workout.
ims so crazy sore but in like a week itll all go away.
yesterday i went to justins and we worked out with his machines.
its gonna be a weekly thing.
**my goal is to have a chest, abs, arms, and tone****
i gotta look at this entry to set my goal...
i dont wanna be a super deisel asshole, i just need that much done to be happy.
ive never been in shape in my life. i really wanna
i was with this girl and she asked if she was cute, or hot. i told her hot, cuz she was. then i asked her....just curious. she sed hot. i truly dont belive anyone who isnt fit can be hot. i think ive got that teddy bear cute shit goin on. and i HATE that.
plus im gonna be the lead singer of a band... and were gonna be playin soon.
i need at least a little sex appeal. ANY motivation i can use to keep my mind set works.....for example....whos ever seen a chubby goth? there all bony bitches....so me being cut ain gonna work...but its better then chubby lol.
other motives** i dont hit on girls...need to look sexy to get hit on lmao
need to fit through small doors
in case ninjas attack ill be ready
when racing my car will be faster
so i can beat the shit out of anyone who ever fucked angelina jolie...and thats alot of people and im sure theres alota buff assholes
so id look good in what i wear. i have some really beautiful clothes that only look good in beautiful people lol
so i wont be made fun of
any motivation...
plus im gettin a job thats gonna make me work my ass off....hopefully literally lol.
gimme three months.....
my chest has maybe seen the light of day about seven times. i dont take my shirt off.....ever.
i dont even think im fat, but i dont settle for anything less then fit.
about three years ago i was fat. i was at the skatepark and i was made fun of for it so bad it gave me the edge to lose it. i went on a strict diet and did nuthing but skate...even in 104 degree weather. i didnt get in shape, but i lost ALOT of weight.
someone thats really close to me showed me that i cannot dwell on anything. i cannot pitty my self.
the past week ive been really focused on this. usually id stop eating or sumthing. ive done nuthing but eat carbs and workout.
ims so crazy sore but in like a week itll all go away.
yesterday i went to justins and we worked out with his machines.
its gonna be a weekly thing.
**my goal is to have a chest, abs, arms, and tone****
i gotta look at this entry to set my goal...
i dont wanna be a super deisel asshole, i just need that much done to be happy.
ive never been in shape in my life. i really wanna
i was with this girl and she asked if she was cute, or hot. i told her hot, cuz she was. then i asked her....just curious. she sed hot. i truly dont belive anyone who isnt fit can be hot. i think ive got that teddy bear cute shit goin on. and i HATE that.
plus im gonna be the lead singer of a band... and were gonna be playin soon.
i need at least a little sex appeal. ANY motivation i can use to keep my mind set works.....for example....whos ever seen a chubby goth? there all bony bitches....so me being cut ain gonna work...but its better then chubby lol.
other motives** i dont hit on girls...need to look sexy to get hit on lmao
need to fit through small doors
in case ninjas attack ill be ready
when racing my car will be faster
so i can beat the shit out of anyone who ever fucked angelina jolie...and thats alot of people and im sure theres alota buff assholes
so id look good in what i wear. i have some really beautiful clothes that only look good in beautiful people lol
so i wont be made fun of
any motivation...
plus im gettin a job thats gonna make me work my ass off....hopefully literally lol.
gimme three months.....