i am the shadowplague...bitches!
in your head, in your head, there fighting
sup.... what did i do today? um woke up, took care of my little sister, went to work, armando (the manager) talked shit to me.... i walked out, and quit.
i seemed to quit alot of things today.
drove my friend rozario to the airport, took forever.
went to daves.
went home. went out, came home here i am.
i sed somethings i def should have. i dont care, im not commin back this time.
i feel bad for hurting her, but i wasnt thinkin cuz im beyond hurt..... but im the one who truely dont show feelins.
i remember when she sed "its better lving life in a negative view, it can only get better"....well....this is what happenes.....you live life negative...negative things will happen. you can only survive with some happyness, joy, love, raw feelins.
im an optimistic pestimest. i enjoy the pians in life. the pian im feelin right now, wich ive felt so many times lets me know i atleast feel something. id just rather feel love. i will..................................................................................someday i will....
BUT...cant let it effect me. im not lookin for it any more. im gonna live life, party, have fun, make the band work, supe up whatever car i get, all things to consume my life till i find love.....and feel it back. and when that happenes life will be clear....and ill be able to see what now are the tinted windows of my soul......
"it cant rain everyday"
sup.... what did i do today? um woke up, took care of my little sister, went to work, armando (the manager) talked shit to me.... i walked out, and quit.
i seemed to quit alot of things today.
drove my friend rozario to the airport, took forever.
went to daves.
went home. went out, came home here i am.
i sed somethings i def should have. i dont care, im not commin back this time.
i feel bad for hurting her, but i wasnt thinkin cuz im beyond hurt..... but im the one who truely dont show feelins.
i remember when she sed "its better lving life in a negative view, it can only get better"....well....this is what happenes.....you live life negative...negative things will happen. you can only survive with some happyness, joy, love, raw feelins.
im an optimistic pestimest. i enjoy the pians in life. the pian im feelin right now, wich ive felt so many times lets me know i atleast feel something. id just rather feel love. i will..................................................................................someday i will....
BUT...cant let it effect me. im not lookin for it any more. im gonna live life, party, have fun, make the band work, supe up whatever car i get, all things to consume my life till i find love.....and feel it back. and when that happenes life will be clear....and ill be able to see what now are the tinted windows of my soul......
"it cant rain everyday"