Up...date? WTF is that!
Ahh I think today will be a good day. I am up and awake, as per usual. Been up since oh-4-thirty. Bored out of my mind. I am usualy getting ready for work and there at 6am I am SO bored. Hmm I said i was updating or something. Work is honestly not what I expected but that is good actually. Unlike every other job I have had this one ... well this one is different. And as far ans me and vicki, we are doing great. Wedding is going to start getting set starting in under a month. Wedding shows and planners galore. Date is 6-28-08. I cant wait! Moving in together this year sometime when we have a spare second to get money and things straight for a sec. Life has been crazy for me as I have little to no time to add to the list of things i AM doing versus the things i want to be doing (which seems to grow every second. As for me I have been off alot of my pain medication one of them for more than a week and i ran out of the other two days ago. My feet are in intense pain right now sometimes it dies down but usualy it feels like they were soaked in (insert name of highly flamible liquid here) and set of fire. I have found that I can get ou with my life without the meds but its just easier for me to take them. plus one of them is also a great anti-depressant and while not exactly depressed, mood stability for me is never been easy. so that is a great benifit I look forward to once i get my medication again. (which I think will be today if I can afford it) Though this past week i have been somewhat randomly crying for odd reasons (there is ALWAYS a reason i cry but someof it was because of stupid stuff that nobody in thier right mind would cry about.) That kinda makes me feel like an idoit. being all alone (as that is the only time when i cry) and randomly bursting out in tears. right now looking back it kinda feels good to cry. but eh. I havent seen most of my old friends in quite some time and I miss them. The pmurph crew is good and I certainly enjoy thier company when I hang out with them. but people like Jackie and Anne who I could see anytime havent hung out in a while. I know Kendall is back in town for a bit. Dont have any Idea how long but I wouldnt mind seing her again and catching up with her. Krystal and Dave in FL and Kat and Fritz in CA I miss as well and wouldnt turn down a chance to see them as well. I am sure I am missing other people I would love to catch up with and I am sorry. But I have finaly passed enough time that I can go and "START" shopping for christmass. Nothing like putting off something till the last day or so. PS: I know I haven't even seen you yet from your "ordeal" but its good to have you back in our lives again. Both Vicki and I missed you. You KNOW who you are. *Smiles*