My (Fallen) Angel Chapter one/ prologue
My (Fallen) Angel
Summary: Siwon calls for an angel, he gets Lucifer himself.
Warnings: Religious doubts and that sort of stuff. Yaoi. If you don't like it, don't read. ^^
Pairing: SiChul
Rating: PG-13
An angel, is that what it will take to make me popular, likeable? Will an angel magically give me friends? Do the popular kids all have their own guardian angels? I should be more faithful, I'm supposedly catholic after all. But really, I can't help but feel that God has forgotten me. That I'm that 'special creation' that he doesn't even love. And yet, why am I still willing to call upon this guy that has forgotten me, as one last chance at happiness? I really shouldn't over-think this.
“Dear God, please send me an angel, or at least someone willing to help me. Amen.” I chuckle bitterly, “Like that'll work.”
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“Yah! Watch where you're going!” Siwon hears someone yell as he accidentally runs into them. He doesn't even bother to look at them, knowing that if he did they'd yell at him even more, saying that he 'doesn't deserve to look upon their gorgeous face.'
“Sorry.” He mumbles, before carefully stepping around the person so as not to anger them more. Or so he thought.
“Yah! Don't just blow me off! Apologise properly!” The voice whines, making Siwon finally look up into the eyes of a pouting Kevin Woo.
“I'm sorry.” Siwon says, but the defiance in his eyes shows that he doesn't mean it. If Kevin happened to have noticed this, he chose to ignore it because with an arrogant sniff and one last glare at Siwon he turns and continues walking past him.
Siwon contemplates moving to America and seeing whether his popularity would have improved when he came back, but then decides that this would be too expensive, and that his English just isn't good enough.
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The rest of his day is relatively uneventful, with surprisingly few snide comments made about him. It's only as he goes to bed and can't sleep due to the fact that he can't shake the feeling of being watched that something different happens.
After maybe an hour of tossing and turning, Siwon is sure that his whole family is asleep and therefore not watching him, and yet he still feels like he's being watched.
If everyone is asleep, then who's watching me? Siwon wonders, he glances at his window, could it be a stalker? He decides that perhaps it would be easier for him to sleep if the curtains at least were closed.
Standing up to close the curtains Siwon begins to wonder whether it will actually help, what if they're watching from the vents? Shaking his head to clear his thoughts, Siwon closes the curtains and stumbles back to his king-sized bed, not quite able to see without the aid of moonlight.
Crawling back under his covers, Siwon could swear for a second that he hears breathing other than his own. He dismisses this thought, convincing himself that he's merely becoming paranoid from the lack of sleep.
He rolls over to find that no, he's not just paranoid- there's another person in his bed. Before he even has time to process the fact that his bed has been invaded (and probably scream like the man he is), he feels something warm and soft pressing against his lips. Again it takes him a while to work out that those are lips on top of his; that the random bed stealer had also stolen his first kiss, but when he does he pulls away, shocked and appalled. Not entirely sure of what he was meant to do in this situation, Siwon took a few seconds to observe the person who had just stolen his first kiss. He looks into the brown, almost black eyes that went with a sharp, and yet delicate and feminine face to be met with a look of nearly superior amusement.
“WHAT THE- mmph” Siwon starts when he realises that the thief was not actually a girl, but a man. Again he was cut off by the man's lips falling seemingly perfectly on top of his.
“I don't think you should be so loud. You wouldn't want to wake up your parents, this would be a bit of an awkward situation to have to explain to them don't you think?” The stranger says as he releases Siwon's lips. Siwon blushes at the thought of having to explain his current circumstances to his parents, and decides that yes, maybe he shouldn't be so loud.
“Fine. Who are you, and what are you doing in my bed?” Siwon says, his feisty glare counteracted by the pout he was wearing.
“Well you see, my identity is a bit difficult. Some people call me the devil, but I tend to find that a bit offensive. Most people call me Lucifer.” The stranger paused as he saw Siwon's eyes widen, “Well it is my name after all.” He rolled his eyes.
“O-okay, L-l-lucifer um... bed. Why are you in my bed?” Siwon stuttered, his eyes still as wide as saucers as he began to inch away from the other man.
“I seem to remember you calling for an angel not too long ago. Of course, you probably weren't actually expecting one to come.” The man said, a knowing smirk painted across his pretty face.
“But Lucifer isn't an angel, he's the dev- mmph.” Siwon attempted to say, only to have his mouth covered again. Thankfully this time though, it was a hand covering his mouth rather than another mouth.
“I told you that I don't like being called the devil.” The stranger-devil growled, hand still covering Siwon's mouth.
“Mm mm mm mm mmvmm.” Siwon tried to speak, but his words were muffled by the surprisingly soft hand on his mouth.
“I am an angel. I used to be God's favourite, it's just that I've now fallen. But since it seems like you aren't going to be able to get that into your head if you think of me as Lucifer, you may call me Heechul.” Devil-man-Heechul hissed, the flames of hell seemingly reflected in his eyes. When Heechul finally released his grip on Siwon's mouth, Siwon began to speak again,
“Isn't God meant to send... not-fallen angels?” Siwon asked as politely as he could, but the look o pure fear in his eyes still offended Heechul.
“Would you quit looking at me as though I could kill you at any moment?” Heechul snapped, the flames in his eyes intensifying if that was even possible.
“But you could!” Siwon cried, exasperated.
“And what good would that do? Then you'd go to heaven and I'd never see you again.” Heechul stated.
“Exactly! You'd never have to see me again! You could just carry on with your normal- mmph.” Siwon's frantic rambling was cut off yet again by Heechul's mouth falling on top of his.
“I would not be able to carry on with my normal life. I'd never see you again, I'd have to stop fantasising about you doing something so bad that it would land you permanently in my clutches, I'd have to stop fantasising about you being mine...” Heechul insisted, a far-away look in his eyes that only made Siwon even more uncomfortable.
“Umm... you only met me today.” Siwon pointed out, hoping to wake Heechul from his trance.
Heechul looked back at Siwon, still with a far-away look and said in what may as well have been a whisper, “We may have only met today, but I've been watching you throughout your whole life.” With that, Heechul disappeared and Siwon finally got some sleep.
* * *
When Siwon woke in the morning, he convinced himself that the events of last night had merely been a dream, and then carried on getting ready for school.
His day went by quickly, in fact to Siwon it felt as though the whole world was rushing by as he remained in slow motion.
This carried on for a few weeks, and Siwon never saw nor heard of Heechul during this time, and so he managed to believe that everything really had been a dream. Soon after, rumours began spreading about the new transfer student that would be arriving in a few days, whose feminine looks and diva-like personality could rival those of Kim Jaejoong and Kim Kibum.
At first, Siwon wasn't bothered by these rumour, after all they had new transfer students coming all the time- it really wasn't anything special to be hearing rumours about the new student. It all changed however, the day that the new student actually showed up- leaning against Siwon's locker, a smirk plastered across his indeed very feminine face.
“Long time no see, Siwon.” Heechul said, standing up and walking towards Siwon who had stopped in the middle of the hallway upon seeing the man he had hoped was just a dream.
Heechul began to grow impatient as Siwon wasn't replying to him- he was just standing there, opening and closing his mouth like a fish. Why don't we put that mouth to better use? Heechul thought and his smirk grew again before he attatched it to Siwon's mouth. Siwon was still shocked, and so opened his mouth again, giving Heechul's tongue clear access to the back of his throat- an opportunity said body part did not pass up. Their kiss earned many shocked gasps from fellow students and teachers alike, and Heechul was fairly sure that he heard some rapid typing on the keypad of a phone signifying that word would be all through the school that Siwon and 'the new kid' were an item within the next five minutes. Perfect Heechul thought, now I won't have to deal with so many people hitting on me anymore.
And he was partially correct, in that he no longer had girls hitting on him, the number of boys hitting on him however seemed to have doubled- apparently they didn't care that he was already 'taken'. Although, Heechul was beginning to wonder if this was just because they thought he wa a girl since he had kissed a guy; there just couldn't be that many gay guys in one school. It could also explain why none of the girls were hitting on him- they wouldn't want to be thought of as gay.
Of course, Heechul didn't realize that in fact this was an all boys school, and that the girls hitting on him when he was waiting for Siwon to arrive on the first day were actually teachers thinking rather dumbly that he was a new teacher that they may have actually had a chance with; the boys were all too picky in this school.
When Heechul pulls away, Siwon blurts out the first thing that comes to mind, “How the hell did you find me?”
“Oh honey, did I forget to tell you?” Heechul paused, “I know everything about you.” He smirked, and then disappeared again down the hallway.
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A/N: Anyone who got the reference in the last line is officially awesome and should tell me so that you may receive your virtual cookies- all the fun without the calories!~ XDDD